Monday

At night preparing, day time keep praying, and keep asking for people to pray for me. But didn't finish at night, so woke up at five in the morning and did it. One thing really meaningful, was that when I prepared God told me that I wouldn't need any of the script I've prepared, but I did it anyway, as I did my best, and God would do the rest. So I did my best and went boldly up.

Tuesday

So I did it. The lecturer didn't recognize me as I had tied up my hair, And I had a stomach because of the first day of my period. When I was in pain I called out to the Lord and he took away my pain and I felt alright again. Then after Pa-zi the lecturer was ready to teach, as she thought I didn't come, but the students cried out, what about Letty's presentation? And she recognized me, and I did it. I felt calm, peaceful, and the word came out from my mouth fluently. I did the presentation in Chinese as for better understanding. I explained why Christians like the cross, as it was a tool for death sentence, but it was empty and it was the good news related to all of us. I introduced the Bible and passed around Bible verse cards and some of them took it. Although most of them didn't show up in class and they weren't listening. I felt great. I hadn't look at the script, but it was according to God's word, and the teacher liked it. I gave glory to the Lord and felt strengthened by the experience that I got a chance to admit my belief in front of the people I feared. The Lord's grace is abundant.

Then at night I joined the spiritual class but I felt very hungry. So I went to McDonald's alone, and ate a burger set. It was delicious, and I liked it. I love you Lord, despite the sudden sadness, I love you so much.