Life is so hard to me.
There are too many sadness and pain in the world.Pleasure but pain,love but grief,fame but shame,riches but poverty.Every thing in this world have two sides,
both(delete it) bright and dark. If I were the main character
(what main character?),I would choose death
to leave this world.
Many people may think,death is to easy to reach.If I jump down from a high building,then i can get it.However, the laws of God (deleted the commer) do not allow us to do so.And if i do that,I will be not allow to go to the heaven after I die.
So if I chose death,I cannot go to the heaven(deleted the commer) to meet my great father and my grandma whom had died when I was ten.I can left the pain and sadness. In the heaven, I will never tear and feel sad.
But all this is just to run away.I just do not face the sadness and trouble. (I dont get it... = ='')If I really get death from the fairy,I will failed the God.God will not allow me to do so and he will not forgive me.
I think,at the end,I would told the fairy,I will choose nothing.I don't want get anything from him,I want to seek them (them??) by myself.
No pain,no pleasure;
No grief,no love;
No shame,no fame;
No poverty,no riches;
And,
No dark,no bright / light.
PS we have to find out the way that we live and knok down the tests that the God had given us through the fate. We cannot let someone to help us, this is the purpose of the God.
PS I hope you can find out the destiny of you. We cannot let the destiny beat us.
