it seems that i have completly lost...

where should i go?

can anyone tell me?

i am seems to be happy...

but this is only a very stable mask put on my face...

so that you would never know the wounds on my faces...

none of you could look thought the thick mask...

and...

and to discover my ugly face...

what the hell am i going !!!

i shouldn't be like this...

i shouldn't be one of the walker in the dark!!!

where am i expected to go...

not anywhere...

but to go to the shelther of my heart...

only there...

only there i could stay meyself from being hurt !!!

please do forgive me !!!

i alwayssay things non-sence...

and always using english to express myself...

thomas...

you shouldn't be like this

understand?

i just can't help get rid of all these...

save me please......