Stop me from these pls...

i don't want to isolate myself...

but i have to...

i just can't tell myself to open my heart...

my heart was stolen...

it has disappered~!!!

i can't tell how down i am...

i am so down...

save me from my fear.... pls...

i really feel pain every second...

i cannot stand...

save me...

i don't want to be like this...

but pls...pls... don't tell me to try to be happy...

i just cannot do this simple thing...

i even really hate myself once i show a bit happyness...

pls...

pls...

save me from my fear.............................................