still hv 19 days dat i can bk to Macau
before the holiday, there are tough n nettlesome exam waiting for me
yet i hv no motivation to do anything, even the exam
since i hv alr concentrated on other thing n alr couldnt rid of it
i know, it's not mature.. but if i can control myself..i will not let myself beome like dat
in this moment, i am controlled by 'emotion'
sound suck... isnt it?

i'm look forward to coming bk to Macau soon soon
i dont want to face the people..things n the exam in here
i juz think..i hv alr massed up all the things

i dont like to be so flabby, but i'm not dat strong
i'm so easily influenced by people
i 'm expected someone in here to guide n support me

thing is not always happened as I thought.