Happy Chinese New Year.

there was a second time that i celebrated this specific festival in uk
however, i'm still missing macau
btw. Sat i went to London..for drinking -v-

haha..it was incredible funny n hapi..i finally know why people love drinking
as that feeling is great when u r drunk!
actually, there was the first time i drunk the most
certainly, i hd been vomited..juz one time
i admited that i was drunk in that time..but not completely..haha

afterward..one guy was drunk n i hd to take care of him
n that time... i really thought i was such as a mother! aiii -3-

however, i'm look forward to drinking again
Dear fds..i'm also expecting hv that wonderful time with u!!

Sun. originally..hd a plan to eat outsude with my 'sisters'
but occurred sth.. thus canceled out..
so i with hebe n danny went to watch movie
unfortunately.. the film we wanted to watch juz allow adult (over 18)...dumbness
so we changed the way to hv Korean food
haha.. Chinese new year ..eat Korean food =3=

Today.. i felt extremely unhapi.. n the reason i think i never can tell
when the adaptor arrived that could let me feel better
but whyyy.. the laptop hd to be broken..in this depressed day.. i was so angry n drove me to cry...
i feel lonely especially for night. without laptop i think i can be lonely to die

sometime.. i dont know wt hd i earned.
i finally understand.. sth u never can get it no matter how much u hd paid
keep it? or juz let it go? - i hv no idea.
if one day i dont be needed anymore.. i'll think ..i'm be utilized..
maybe beacuse i'm selfish that's why i'm always unhapi.

howeverrr.. i'm unhapi..who can understand it ?

--now is 2:00am,27th. but i cant online..n i juz realised it.
so i cant update the xanga right away..
today..is really fuckin' bad luck.
i wonder how many days like this.. i still need to bear it..

The worst is yet to come.