21.4.2008 (Monday)
There is a saying:
the greater the hope that the greater the disappointment!
Today, I understand
I recognize that in other subjects do not have much tension
But in science has paid great efforts to respect
The results are in vain
At the same time has also given its great encouragement
The results are wasted them altogether
Upon receiving the papers that moment
Shame that well up brain
Really can not accept all before
Feeling bad-minded blank again
There is a suppressed in mind that I can feel 
Very want out good Xiangku
Really fear....
I feel very failure!