今日...做左d咩呢....諗緊~......................................呀..係~
就係鬼死咁早成10:00俾人拍醒坐yuki ee車去婆婆度啦~咁早去做咩呀....又係打ma 雀....真係俾佢地吹脹- -
唉...我諗我今日係米又要係ma雀聲度過....雖然我識打...但係佢地玩錢架...佢地咁鬼勁...我係唔可能玩度~車..唔係又悶悶咁過呀....
坐坐下..無啦啦講到....表哥個女朋友...佢地話表哥話哂都係令仔...點解會擇左個咁既樣...哈哈愛情係肓目既~~
講真~我有5個表哥,1個表姊,3個表妹,1個表弟...個個個樣都唔係差~重要一個表妹,一定會鍾意一個表哥,個下先有趣~
表哥就一定鍾意同一個表妹玩,係玩ja,鍾意就唔知啦...應該都唔係~
表妹就鍾意三表哥.細表妹就鍾意細表哥..哈...表姊我就唔知啦...我?鍾意過一對兄弟..都係最細個個呀e生既....
好白痴架我...好記得...我鍾意個呀哥個時,,之係二表哥..有一次,因為呀公去左...我地全部要坐車睇墳..我係咁話要同佢坐..
點知坐坐下...我記得佢話咩....你唔好鍾意我呀...我同你差咁大..我個時...面都紅哂...好細ja個時..5歲~我覺得好魚..不過竟然無喊..
只個次...我就決定唔再鍾意佢..我好早熟架~好細就識鍾意人,,都識...點去忘記一個人.....唔通都係情意結?
日子內左..我鍾意佢細佬..之係細表哥..佢大我一年...之前我好憎佢架..因為佢成日蝦我既...哈哈..
細細個...大舅父移民外國...所以二表妹..同表弟就係個邊出世...一到星期天or六呢...就一大班人一齊番婆婆度架啦
婆婆生左5個囡,3個囝....我真係唔知佢點生架..-v-所以次次都好大班人架,何期熱鬧..次次成廿幾人一間屋..大家都好開心~
d大人就吹兩嘴..d細既男就一邊,女就一堆~不過細表哥會同我地一齊,所以佢成日俾人笑~....可能因為咁...我同佢培養出感情掛~
細個成班一齊玩既日子已經遠去....自從發生個件事之後......我同班表哥表姊既關係好似愈來愈遠咁...又或且..只係我同佢啦......
宜家我竟然同最大個個表哥最熟lor...同佢都有講有笑..不過佢好白痴又變態..哈哈...同理d表妹呀咁lor....
你可能會問..有咩事咁大件事呀....其實..係佢地當中...我同呀哥係好好既一家...好幸福...好整齊~
相比..呀e佢地..就無咁幸運,可能因為咁都令到佢地d仔囡變成咁...夠竟大人有無責任架呢?我唔知...不如睇理落去..聽我講...
婆婆生左5個囡..我媽咪最大,對下係yuki,angle,kilake同christal,
好可惜..angle同christal都再婚過..都係生完表哥再同現任個個生表妹.所以囝囡都係同母異父..令人開心既係..兩對兄妹都和諧相處
傷心既係..兩位ee都接受唔到婚姻失敗..都張表哥先後交左俾婆婆養..唔可以講話ee唔理佢地..但係佢地既童年生活...都唔會點開心
yuki ee婚姻無失敗,重同uncle好好,好恩愛...可恨天意弄人..uncle係表姊表哥細個時.cancer死左......唉....點解會咁....
因為咁...ee好唔開心..有一段時間重話撞鬼...而表哥表姊因為咁...都開始俾以前反叛...ee成日打來同媽咪傾..有時都講到喊...
我細個同表姊好fd架...佢好堅強...佢重來無係我面前流過一滴眼淚...而我見到電視成日講d細路因為點點點..而入黑社會...
我好驚佢地會變成咁...我好記得有一次...我見到表姊手上既界手痕...我個心好痛..你話親人既去世..換來又有幾多既後遺症?
我話"表姊..我唔知可以做到d咩..我只係希望你唔好再界手..千萬唔好跟理d黑社會呀,唔好食k仔呀,,我知你識諗架......"
個時...表姊話...傻架你...我唔再界架啦...我都唔會做壞事....我聽完個心安落哂...起碼..表姊佢..重係一個識諗既人~佢好~就得~
雖然唔知幾時開始..表姊開始咩都唔講....同我唔再以前咁fd..到左中三個時重唔讀啦....但係佢係我心目,點都係我愛既表姊..
因為..佢點反叛都無做壞事...咁就已經足夠...就算我同佢唔fd..唔再講野...關係無以前咁好...已經無所謂..或者時間會令我地fd番呢~
而kilake ee.....就係我大約係我六年級時....佢老公有第個女人...個時..搞到好大件事..因為咁...兩個表哥情緒都好激動....
二表哥同細表哥都好唔開心....我個時...又唔知可以做d咩..我咁細...只係咩都無講...望住佢地...諗..點解個天要咁對佢地?
曾經....有一次細表哥又再俾四表哥蝦....佢呀哥.同四表哥打交...打到好大力...好似有流血...兩個份人都咁衝...俾d大人阻止左之後...
二表哥好激動咁講"我無左個家架啦....我得番個細路ja....我唔可以再無理佢架!!!"講完佢都喊左出來.....個時我聽完..先知道..
原來二表哥係幾咁緊張細表哥.....之前佢成日蝦佢..又同d表哥一齊玩佢.....宜家係叫一個好開始嗎?我細個見到佢咁..我心都酸理....
無幾內....突然搞左件大野出來..二表哥佢...未夠18同人咩左..重有理bb...我聽完...只係做好表姊既角色..拉d表妹入fon解釋佢地聽
個日..番到屋企...我好擔心細表哥..唔知佢點..因為聽大人講..個個有左既姊姊..成日打佢蝦佢....諗諗下..喊左出來....
個次之後....有一次...我地全部去ocean park度玩...玩度唔知幾時啦...得番我同媽咪同kilake同細表哥.....
細表哥就同我一齊走左入去ocean park個child遊樂場玩...我地手拖手..係個公園度玩捉e因...跑來跑去..哈..好有二人世界feel..
個時..我真係好鍾意表哥...唔記得左個日有無同佢示愛..不過個日我好開心...好記得個一幕...佢走到好高.當我傻下傻下搵佢時...
佢望落來叫我"之之",我見到就沖左上去諗住捉佢...點知唔見左佢....驚到我丫...突然有人拍左下我搭頭..原來佢就係我後面....
我個時好似話咩唔見左你呀,好驚呀咁...佢就話"傻架你...我米係度lor....."...又笑住咁玩...個件事之後...我真係好內無見佢咁笑過..
我唔知表哥有無鍾意過我.不過我知道我地都俾左好多開心既回憶對方...  青梅竹馬....兩小無猜....就係個日畫上一個句號....
雖然由個次之後....次次family day佢地個家都無再來...只係新年個時..佢地先番來逗利士.....年年我地只係見得一次.....
雖然我地見到面個時...已經唔再講野.....只係望住大家...有種有話說不出感覺.....雖然有失落...但係..見到佢...只一次...我都好足夠
好似係三年前啦...佢話佢有女朋友啦..重帶番來婆婆度俾我地見下..我地呢個家有一個怪怪既hoppy..
如果表哥佢認定左佢女朋友呢..就會帶番來俾我地睇下架啦...所以佢地一帶呢..就傷左d表妹既心架啦..哈哈....
我...個時..我又無咩唔開心...只係諗...正常啦...佢拍拖...我都係啦...只不過唔知點解我地d時間咁arm姐....個時..我見到佢..
佢真係好開心...我雖然知道.大家都大左...我都無咩機會再同佢講野..不過佢開心就得啦....以前的事..已經過去了..心中祝福著他..
即使大家望到對方都係個種..知道你存在...知道你係左近...但係都無話題...無野講...又冷又認識的感覺...擦身而過但卻格著千山萬水
今日佢為一一日會來都唔來....我ok失望..而且細表妹都唔來..今日d人少左好多..好多....不過佢地打ma雀打到好夜先走.......
佢地宜家個個都唔同哂...見到佢地一個一個咁...可以怪得邊個....怪d大人?佢地都唔想...怪佢地自己?你估傷害真係講一兩句就無?
其實佢地咁已經好好...起碼..無做壞事.....而且佢地宜家全部都有工做..大表做美容.二做運輸,三做waiter,四做髮型師,細既係機場做
朋友~請珍惜你的所有....種種挫折都是成功的根基..只在乎你走那一條路~只要明白..是非黑白..世間險惡...變成如何又如何?
我深深咁吸左一啖氣....重重咁呼左出來......所有對表哥表姊表妹既....面懷...留戀...同情..都係我心留下一生既烙印......

今日...好似作文咁.....好長.....不過..呢d都係我對我班表兄弟姊妹既感覺........唔知大家大過左之後...又會變成點呢..?