我俾d功課壓死左..    有咁多野做..唔知點解問左人,d人又話無..到左交啦,就話我未交..
我知病唔係大哂,但點解我咁唔好彩,問既人個個都話無功課既?
好啦好跚..宜家食哂屎啦.......又上傍又留堂啦..你班白痴!!!咁有咩用呀,你俾我番堅企做番唔得既!!!!!
做咩呀,又見哂d老師,你知唔知我辛苦到喊呀!!!有邊個唔知道交功課,追唔到功課好大獲姐!!!
我今日見到班中五,真係唔知點解忍唔住喊...明明唔要人擔心....我心情好差好差.....總要笑哂口咁...
所以我情願走...都唔俾佢地見到我喊     我真係好大壓力,邊個唔想做叻仔叻女,我唔想好似上年咁..太大壓力就唔再讀書
我都唔想放棄,我都唔鍾意自己咁....係..無錯..我番到屋企真係唔想做功課,係!我真係好唔想再番學!
如果可以,我都好想宜家死左去!其實,我有無真正咁俾你地了解過我?
我真係好辛苦...我成日個心燃燒起個火,叫自己做哂功課佢,又溫下書咁...,但係...好快好快..我又keep唔到long
偏偏......到左出事..我就喊喊喊喊.....你估我好鍾意咁樣?  我自己咩都唔好..成日都改緊.....
但..我就來死啦..就來唔得啦.....就來final啦,我唔想再留多年,我要令自己堅強
都想俾人覺得我自己ok....點知..唔知係同人唔熟定點..  我唔開心...個個都會唔得閒.....    我知我脾氣唔好...我會嬲同話人
有時無意間既說話..真係會傷左我個心..      我真係好擔心你地個個,好緊張你地...真係唔知你地知唔知....
可能我唔識表達........可惜...你地又唔會同我講.....因為..我同你都唔係最fd..    四海皆兄弟姊妹又點....知心者有誰?
鄭沇之其實係個點既人..我自己都唔知      我無樣野精,無樣野好....平凡到街街都係d我咁既人
所以係米死左先可以成名?  唔好逼到我咁....     我無痴線,我無問題,只係你地唔知我會咁諗
我唔鍾意我自己個家....想改變...我唔鍾意我個班一d紛爭,想改變   我唔鍾意我朋友間既一d相處方式,想改變
我唔鍾意我咁  想改變  我唔鍾意好多野...想改變   但又要成日哄自己,有d野要面對,無得改...
我積積埋埋成17年,我唔想宜家痴左線..         我唔想同屋企人咁,同fd咁,對學業咁.....可以解脫嗎..?
仍然要用時間去等待來改變嗎...?   我真係好廢..我受唔到挫折   有咩人會好似我咁?

哭過,仍會是我..                                                                                                   但想變的會改變嗎?     應我好嗎...