BUT NO!  -_- anyway .....

so i went home at like 12.30

and then Saturday !!! MY GOD!!!

i got home like at 1.30 am!!!!   i finished work at 11 rite? so i was waiting 4 da bus

then i think i missed 3 of them? it was suppose to come like every 30 mins...

anyway..so i waited from 11.30 to 1.00am

it was sooooo late...and so scary !  on a weekend nite ..

there was many drunk idiots ...so i ended up catching the bus and all....

..im just  .....i donno

i guess .....to me  ......im pretty dissapointed...

i no u said u were busy and tired from work ...

i kinda tried to force myself to beleive u at first..and i did ...

now ..i just think ...it's all bullshit! i mean come on man ! no matter how busy u r u would have time to eat and stuff rite? can't u just give me a call then ?

u won't answer my phone calls or reply my text! and now ...u turn ur phone off?

if really happened to u  ......i'd be really worried for sure ...but u did dat last week.

ignoring me .....and then i thought something happened to u ..but then

i saw u working ..in 7-11  .....

so ....

i donno ...if u really have someone else ...just tell me ! at least i no

dw i won't go crazy or anything ....i will just wish u guys happiness .seriously ! im NICe :D

lol ....so .....yer .................

plz ....jsut stop treating me like this 

it's   ......killing me