今日心情唔好呀>,< 麻麻地呀~好差呀 >~<
昨晚聽左個朋友電話,佢同我講左d野,唔知點解,我覺得好想喊呀............
其實佢同我講既時候,我已經忍住喇~之後我就成晚都訓唔到喇>.....<
所以我選擇左逃避...........我知逃避唔係一個好既方法.........但...........
因為我唔係好明點解會搞成咁囉??????可能我真係講錯野啦~
如果係既,我係到同你講聲"sorry",如果係因為之前我係到講既個件事,
而令到你唔開心既,我亦都可以講聲"sorry"~因為我都唔知道真係會令到佢唔開心~
其實我都真係真係知道係玩,係同我講笑~但係個一下真係............sorry呀~
我諗我睇黎真係唔可以再咁小朋友喇~我真係唔可以再玩下玩下咁喇~
真係要學下做人成熟d,大個女d~可能我真係俾爸爸媽咪寵壞我喇~
佢地咩都好就我既,我鐘意點就點,就算佢地唔想俾我做或者係買野既,
只要我哄多兩哄,佢地就會順我意,由得我去做........嘻嘻~所以我真係唔可以咁喇~
朋友??????我真係有珍惜呀,因為我覺得朋友係一世呀~所以我真係有好好珍惜呀~
但有時我真係唔知自己應該要點做呀??????????所以我亦都係選擇逃避~~~~~~
但我有樣最唔好既野就係........當一唔開心既時候,我就會不停係咁食野食野~就算飽都照食~
好似今日咁,我不停係咁食,食左好多野,又食左好多芝士蛋糕同甜品,又食刺身啦,麵,牛扒,點心,
朱古力,而食完唔係好耐之後,到六點幾七點又食飯,去左食泰國野,
我又係食好多野,食鐵板蠔,炭燒豬頸肉,椒絲腐乳通菜,釀雞翼,炒牛肉粉,
之後就食甜品→芒果椰汁黑糯米、椰汁西米糕、椰子糕~
總之今日食既野,就係全部都係我既至愛,但係食晚飯既時候,我都仲係好飽飽,
但我都照食好多野,因為我覺得真係好唔開心呀~因為我珍惜大家係朋友既關係,
但我聽到佢咁講,我覺得真係好心痛呀,而且我真係好怕聽到人地咁樣同我講野呀~
我真係超級勁驚呀~通常我一聽到之後我就會忍唔住,忍得好辛苦,而且覺得好心痛~
因為點解會咁????????我唔明~我真係唔明呀??????????