試過很多次的考試後空虛症,但以前每一次都有目標,雖然不屬任何學科活動,但都總算有目標。今次有點分別,
沒有任何目標,接近兩個星期的時間純粹等返香港。碰巧房東兩公婆去什麼union,homestay靜得恐怖,
加上這裡的屋等於香港的兩倍有多,廁所都大過香港的睡房。感覺有點奇怪。上網,找murphy"s law的定義,
之前同sandra去hypermarket的時候,買了一本書,裡面的murphy"s law搞得我一頭霧水,所以上網看看。
一看之下,才覺得那個定律很無聊。anything that can go wrong will go wrong. 講完等於無講。再仔細了解,
有深一層的意義。若事件有多個可能性,事情會朝著最壞方向發展。當一切順利的時候就會出錯。似曾相識,
原來會考後讀過有關的書。直至今日再call記憶,算是重拾以前已經知道的定律。
Today was the last day of the end of semester exam, and the last day of my second semester in Australia.
7:55 arrived QUTIC, no one's there. With nothing to do and waited in the kitchen. 20 min later,
went to reception and saw diploma students. They needed to take the programming exam today.
No staff was in the reception, just students. Since the computer rooms were not available on weekend,
I have no choise but to wait until the physics exam starts. Surprisingly, the majority of the diploma students chat,
but not study. I didn't study either, chatted with them. In P338, three exams were progressing.
AccountingII, physical science and physics. 本來經過一星期準備,信心十足,無十分緊張的感覺,還記得,
mid sem 的考試還好。perusal 既時候,做mc,感覺似香港既physics,mc都ok,做long questions,
開始覺得奇怪,因為用文字表達的題目開始多,對於題目既理解愈來愈少,靠估的愈來愈多。但奇怪既係,
如果理解唔到既係technical term, 就只可以係溫唔熟,但我發現難理解既係情景題裡面的普通字。
唔明白題目,基本上都好難做。中四一開始學physics 的迷茫感覺又來了。自從中四以後,physics的問題減少,
中五對physics回復信心,會考ok,第一個semester同今個semester的mid exam都發揮到水準,我以為,
對physics的迷茫感應該就此消失,但今次考試,竟然重拾到,而且感覺更加強烈,因為10題係有3題都迷茫。所以,
到最後只可以盡可能寫有關資料,嘗試一條最吻合的公式,其他就無能為力了。做physics最怕係想計但計唔到,
但時間又有限既感覺,不過,今日最失望唔係自己做唔到果兩題題目,而係原來最怕果種感覺係隨時都係度,
一至都無消失過,只係上個sem同前半個sem的範圍比較容易。不過好的係只雖要估4日,成績星期三就到手。
仍然繼續考試。今次考試竟然申展到星期六,應該係休息的一日。物理。7:30已經到QUT,
未試過7:30已經在學校範圍之內。聽903,有誰共嗚,仍然關注六四。開始溫書做數。享受無人一刻,
的確好耐都未試過。望出去,第一次見過很foggy。未至於申手不見五指,但10米外都模糊。
8個月,感覺都很乾,今日foggy情況非常干見。i am worrying about tomorrow....