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我記得,,,我同牙俊既相識,,,好奇妙咖,,,,,
一切,,都係卡文令我同佢相遇,,,諗返真係好多謝卡文,,,
仲有星星哥哥,,,呢個,,你地唔知係冰個黎咖啦,,,得我先知,,
第一次同佢傾電話既時候,,,有一種感覺,,,但係講唔出,,,,
對住佢,,個一種唔知咩既感覺就會令到我個人變得斯文,,,粗口都唔想講多句,,,
但係偏偏佢就講得最多,,,不過次次都俾我罵佢既,,,佢最終都記住我唔中意聽粗口,,^^
有一次佢話悶,,,佢就話搵我傾電話,,,
個一次係佢第一次自己搵我,,,亦係我地第一次係電話到2個人,,冇外人,,,
個次,,,傾得幾開心咖,,,不過我屋企人又話我成日傾,,,最後都要佢聽日先搵我,,,
個日開始,,,隨左有時候卡文,,蠍子,,,一切同佢傾之外,,,多數都係得我同佢,,,
有一次聽佢話正親隻腳,,,個心突然之間就好堅張,,,好緊張佢會有事,,,亦都會有一種,,,
膽心既感覺,,,呢一樣,,就係我對佢第一樣既感覺,,,,好奇妙咖,,,
之後妹一次同佢傾電話,,,佢一叫痛,,,我個心都會不自覺咁痛,,,我講真咖,,,
所以就會開始關心佢,,,開始,,,佢就會聽我話,,,
知道佢會聽我話,,,真係好開心咖,,,個種開心,,,比任何開心都開心,,,
仲有咖,,,當要同佢傾傾下要收線個陣,,,都會好唔捨得,,,收完線之後,,,又有一種感覺,,,
唔知呢D係唔係叫做戀愛既感覺呢???,,,個陣唔肯定,,,所以冇理到,,,
就會有掛住佢既感覺,,,呢一種係我對佢第二種既感覺啦,,,
無幾耐,,,知道左佢有老婆,,,個心不其然扯住左,,,
但係個時,,,佢老婆個心有事,,要做手術,,,我都有小小擔心,,,
如是成晚冇訓到,,,跪左係個WＩNＤOＷＳ前面為呀希佢祈禱,,,
點知第2日,,,佢話我知,,呀希又話唔使做,,,,我心起左一個問號,,,我估,,,佢,,,算啦
不過假如我估錯,,,聽到呀希佢好返點都會開心,,,^^
人地話只要你中意個個人,,,就會擔心同關心佢一切既事物,,我知道,,,個種感覺開始黎啦,,,
有一次同佢玩MSN,,,我記得佢話鍚哂我,,,,聽到好開心,,
之後同佢傾電話,,,我仲叫佢係電話到鍚我TIM,,,佢特地打黎鍚我一啖,,,
雖然佢唔得閒同唔到我傾,,,不過佢鍚左我就己經滿足LU,,,
個日,,,甜到我成日都訓唔到,,,哈哈,,,覺得自己好傻牙,,,
之後同佢傾電話既次數,,,一日比一日耐,,,一日比一日長,,,
我記得,,,佢次次打黎都係咁叫我鍚佢,,,係咁話 [ 我要鍚鍚,,我要鍚鍚 ],,
甜得很,,,我次次都好想鍚落去咖,,,不過,,,,唔知點解又有一種感覺,,,阻止我,,
個一排,,,日日同佢傾電話傾到4點幾到,,,成日都叫住隻腳好痛,,,
原來佢唔食藥,,,所以我次次都話你食完先有鍚鍚,,,但係次次我都冇做到,,,
有一次佢SEND SMS黎,,,仲話掛住我TIM,,,仲E為佢得會同我講,,,
點知我同佢傾電話既同時聽到佢同冰個都講得出掛住你,,,,由其係女仔,,,
心情就係高位趺落低位,,,不過我明白佢又唔係中意我,,,何解要理會呢,,
數日後,,,因為我叫佢放好D藥,,佢冇聽我說話而唔見左D藥,,,
聽見後真係好嬲,,,所以就咪話唔鍚佢囉,,,
佢就話,,,你做咩唔鍚俊俊豬喎,,,我仲嬲,,,到頭佢仲未知咩事,,,
如是我大膽提出,,,你有冇聽過我講既說話喎,,,叫你放好又唔聽,,,究竟你個心有幾多係晴晴咖,,,
等都冇等佢回應就訓左LU,,,第2日,,佢同我講出佢對我有好感呢句說話,,
雖然滿心歡喜,,亦知自己十分十分之喜歡佢,,但係我明白我自己唔可以做第3者,,,
因為佢有佢既女朋友,,,我明白,,,我唔可以令到佢放棄佢咖,,,更加冇可能,,,
但係好奇怪,,,拒絕完佢又唔忍手拒絕佢打黎,,,,,係同一晚,,,
我同佢做左一晚既情侶,,,雖然聽到佢既句句我愛你,,,真係好開心,,,
但係另一方面又諗住,,,我愛你真係可以咁易講出口???我就唔得LU,,,
第2日,,,本身早上仲好好地,,,直到中午,,,我留左個言,,,但佢變做悄悄話,,,
我用左成半個中畫個一愊,,,我第一次學畫既而畫,,,佢一D都唔欣賞,,,
個一下我開始明白,,,原來唔係我係佢心中最要,,,係呀希,,,,
佢同我講對唔住,,,我個心真係莫明其秒痛起黎,,,因為我真係知道我好喜歡佢,,,
但事情到如此,,,已經不可收拾,,,我喜歡佢既程度,,,,己不能自拔,,,,
次次我都好期待收到佢既電話,,,家下次次聽到有電話響起,,,
好傻既我,,次次都覺得會係佢,,但係只係次次只係失望,,,我到金,,,連佢一個既電話都未收過,,
琴晚,,,我望住個天係到喊,,一面喊就一面諗我因咩中意佢,,,但係我諗唔到,,,
呢家,,,佢對我一日比一日冷淡,,,我真係唔知佢喜歡既係我定係呀希牙,,,
不過我比中己經有答案,,,但係似中想佢講出口,,,,金日我問左,,,
佢答,,我中意既係牙希,,因為佢同牙希已經識左好耐,,,,佢唔可以冇左佢,,,
聽完個心,,,好似唔係自己既咁,,,痛得好西利,,,,
我知啦,,,或者到金時金日既地步,,,我唔應該再為佢等待,,,
因為根本冇結果,,,對住佢,,,淚水就算有幾多都要強忍,,,我真係覺得好辛苦牙,,,
算吧,,,就等我同佢既相識,,相遇,,感情變成過去,,變成回億啦,,,
人仲未大個,,,,要如何地愛,,,談情易沒結果,,,
年紀小,,,要去溫功課,,,比一切更重要,,,
明知他朝都可以唱,,,,戀愛大過天,,,,
何解心裡間中想過,,,,急切地發表,,,相戀太奧妙
何謂對,,,,何謂錯,,,,分不清楚了,,,
   
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