2006 年 10 月 28 日  星期六  
    '' ◆ 我 以 為 __ 幸 福 在 對 面 不 遠 處 ✵ *
♠  § ` 卻 疏 忽 × * ︴那 是 永 遠 到 不 了 的 國 度 __ღღ  

                                                                                                考慮很久,,,今晚才有心機打這篇 我不願意 回想的日記

                                                                                                     27/10* Friday

                                                                                                      `星期四夜晚,,,做了個決定,,,心情陷入低落,,,

                                                                                                    縱使還是自己造成的後果,,,我卻靜寂地哭著,,,

                                                                                                     今天,,,不太願意起床,,,一個人煮早餐,,自己食,,

                                                                                              沒精打采搭著車回校,,,是時間不等人,,還是我走慢了,,

                                                                                            到校已經遲到三分鐘,,不耐煩填下遲到原因,,,

                                                                                         還要像審犯般,,,問三問四,,最後跟訓導打電話給家長,,

                                                                                             就這樣無奈地聽著他們對話,,

                                                                                            整天上課在發呆,,,連上 P.E 打排球都沒勁,,

                                                                                      到了 DT,,不知這課意義何在,,我的靈魂簡直不在,,

                                                                                         1:00,, 瑜給我吃了種 很神奇的食物,,

                                                                                           什麼都說了出來,,,是我太絕了吧?!?

                                                                                           早了回校罰企,,,企著,,企著,,一直企著,,,

                                                                                        放學,,,想了很多東西,,到家便睡,,

                                                                                           我為自己做的決定後悔著,,,

2006 年 10 月 26 日  星期四  
    '' ◆ 我 以 為 __ 幸 福 在 對 面 不 遠 處 ✵ *
♠  § ` 卻 疏 忽 × * ︴那 是 永 遠 到 不 了 的 國 度 __ღღ  

                                                                                         十 分 愛 "

                                                                                           分手後應該擺脫   卻自覺天真

                                                                                     曾傷我最深的人   捉緊我心

                                                                                  應該漠不關心  然而還著緊

                                                                                    消失枕邊人  很想跟你熱吻

                                                                                 愛你要比沉淪深海   更難耐

                                                                                  你沒有心給我未來  求你漠在   令我憎你還愛

                                                                                  早知不應試愛  便算哀  現在問問誰珍惜不再

                                                                                  活該  當得到所愛  背著我犯錯  竟不敢不愛

                                                                                   心  未放開  原來逃避感覺愈怕愈存在

                                                                                  愛滿分竟是換來  痛亦滿分可否錯一次以後

                                                                                    一直愛 ( 痛亦滿分不想再一次意外)

                                                                                    這考驗不高深  是靠著你真心

                                                                                  來傷我更深的人  多麼次等

                                                                                  應該漠不關心  然而還著緊

                                                                                    消失枕邊人  很想跟你熱吻

2006 年 10 月 26 日  星期四  
    '' ◆ 我 以 為 __ 幸 福 在 對 面 不 遠 處 ✵ *
♠  § ` 卻 疏 忽 × * ︴那 是 永 遠 到 不 了 的 國 度 __ღღ  

                                                                                             習慣 請假,,, 學校 令我感到 煩悶

                                                                                         喜歡 寂寞 ,,, 開始 討厭 朋友

                                                                                             戀上 哭泣 ,,,親人 令我 痛心欲絕

                                                                                             自我 封鎖,,, 不會 再讓 自己 受傷

                                                                                                             今日 目無表情 返學 ,,,

                                                                                                          無無聊聊 地放學

                                                                                                        有病請假 搞到記 缺點． 我錯!!

                                                                                                          我鬧你 偏心細佬。我錯!!

                                                                                                         我唔識 體諒你。我錯!!

                                                                                                   我係廢物。我又錯!!

                                                                                                     我唔 講野。係我錯!!

                                                                                                    我發脾氣  都係我錯!!

                                                                                                 總之 乜都係我錯 !! 我認"**

                                                                                               體諒 你同時,,,又有誰人遷就我 ??

                                                                                                  你 想我不再是 你的負擔

                                                                                               好吧,,,以後所有 事都 不過問你

                                                                                             我 是否 垃圾?!?! 絕`對 是 !! 對吧?!

                                                                                                   現在 ,,, 未來 ,,, 我好想睡覺 ,,,

                                                                                                想找個 永遠 只有 自己存在 的地方

                                                                                            那就是 地獄,,,屬於 我的 天堂