WHY ?
I have such feeling?

If I don't mind that anymore, is it OK?
Why I have to feel self-abased from you?
You ain't a sage, so why I still afraid of you?
Feel ashamed to me in front of you?
Comparing to you... maybe is my only thing can do.
It's over.  Maybe you forgot it already.
But I still feel regret because of what I do to you!
YUP. Have guilty and sorry continuously.

It's my own fault, my stupid thoughts.
WOW. AWFUL ME!

I wanna forget you as fast as I could.

GIVE UP IS THE BEST.
I repeat this event again and again.
I still can't reach this  target.
MY GOD