今日中午同細佬出去拎返部電話.....
但點知去到條友話仲未整好...話等多半粒中!
之後等等等....等左成1粒中都未有!
跟住等阿娜距地出到黎....就去左簽約....
搞左好耐....中途果條友打黎話部電話已經整好....
甘我就同細佬過去拎....但點知又set左係簡體字...
最衰之前唔記得同距講我要繁體!
跟住又要重新整過....距話夜晚8,9點有得拎...
但到左夜晚距又打黎話仲未整好!
都唔知有無搞錯咖!整甘鬼耐都未得!又要我聽日先去拎....

甘我就無諗住出去啦....就落妝沖涼洗頭....
點知吹吹下頭髮個風筒壞左!可以係黑到甘樣咖囉!
之後玩電腦....無幾耐Debby打比我... 傾左1陣就比距鬧....距係甘鬧我....
開頭距問我送左份禮物未,我話送左...
距話甘咪見到距囉....我話無.....
跟住距問我做咩唔過東莞親手比距...
我話"距"唔想我過,之前已經為左呢樣野嘈左好多次,我唔想又嘈!
跟住距又鬧....話我唔可以成日都甘就距...
距話見到我甘樣都好唔開心...登我好唔低....
做左甘多野都見唔到距,而且個意義都無左啦....
跟住我問距做咩好似仲緊張過我甘....又比距鬧....
距話登我唔低....見我之前為左份禮物做左甘多野...
但又見唔到距....我話其實都唔緊要啦,反正就黎可以見咯...
距又問今次係咪真既....之前都講過n甘多次...但咪又係次次都吹水甘...
我話唔知.....因為岩岩早2日同距嘈黎......
仲要穩極都穩距唔到...所以我今次都唔敢肯定!
講到最尾果陣我已經有dd忍唔住....

唉....我知Debby係關心我,緊張我...
但我都唔好受呀....我都唔想自己中意既人比人地甘樣話法....
你估成日發生呢d事我好開心呀?
其實我1d都唔開心囉....只係無人知姐....
我唔開心都唔知穩邊個傾訴...同fd講又會比距地話...
同細佬講,又講唔到d咩...所有苦就只有我自己知!自己明!

過左陣細佬又打黎叫我出去....話過黎接我,距知我唔開心....
跟住出左去同距地食宵夜....其實我都唔肚餓,唔想食野....
但就甘坐係度又唔知做咩...就食少少啦....
食食下d 眼淚忍唔住流落黎....我唔想比距地知...
就領埋1面用手遮住....不過都係比細佬發現左.....
喊完無耐...就收到個sms....之後細佬拎左我個電話行左出去....
1點返屋企.....我仲蠢到係度等....
之後細佬係甘叫我訓覺唔好等....聽日先再穩距....

唉....真係樣衰囉...我未試過同朋友講電話講到喊....
亦都未試過係其他朋友面前流淚.....

呢排都唔知搞乜....返左黎甘多日...
其實我無1日係訓得好...朝朝6,7,8,9,10點實會醒下...
而且晚晚發d夢都同距有關......
到到10點幾就會訓唔到,而且都唔想訓...然後就起身...
呢2日個心口痛痛地甘,1用力吸氣就會痛....
而且仲成日發生d黑仔事件.....
黑到甘樣...Debby叫我拜下神wo...