Happy birthday to myself... Not really happy though...since I just lose two of my best best "girl" friends... for a very strange reason.

Crystal Chen: I am not sure is it really the right reason for us to not be friends anymore... it is just stupid! We have been through so many things and you still act like a little girl... if that is why you don't want to talk to me anymore... so be it! It is a good for both of us anyway since you already said it is "IMPOSSIBLE"!!

Sunny Kim: What is wrong with you now... first you said you are not feeling well THEN YOU JUST END UP BLOWING ME OFF? Rich girls really need to get themselves together, Jesus Christ... I am not your boyfriend to pick up your stupid feelings...

Well... losing those two has a really big consequences... now I am ALONE for my birthday!!!! Friends? not even Kevin is reliable anymore...  8 words... do I really have LONELINESS IN MY LIFE? IT IS NOT FAIR!