就黎thanksgiving 啦!! 唉... 相信又係悶悶咁過ga 啦... helen... 你想我點呀, 對你好又話我咩都聽你話, 對你差又話我串... 你真係... 

近排d 成績都還可以既... 應該會有好多個 B  = = ...唉... 對唔住呀家姐!!!

唔知追唔追到你呢... 你真係好煩呀!! :@

 成個月無打xanga... 不過最近真係好7頂... 的分又低... 感情又煩...  犯太歲呀!!! 救命...

叫我點追呀... test好似識哂咁, 成績就差成咁...  你想我點呀?

感情煩惱又返黎啦!! 點解成日都要我估估下??? 唔可以好好地俾我知道你到底諗緊咩咩??

一切隨緣 - 無咪無! 

 唉... 本來以為好高分... 成個exam 正係5識做3-5題咁... 點知得68分!!! 點追呀... 而家想要個B 都咁難... 天呀... 點解你唔可以俾個聰明d 既腦我呢!!! 屋企人又係到俾壓力... 好辛苦呀...

最近都唔係幾開心... 想要一個高分黎沖喜下姐... 洗唔洗咁對我呀?? 聽日又有2個exams 啦... 唔知會係咩結果呢...

再唔訓我真係大嚀樂啦... 聽日又要8點半起身... 頂... 點解唔可以對我好d 呀!!!! 我做錯左d 咩??

 回來了回來了!!! 有感而發又黎打blog 啦... 發生d 事多到點打都打唔完... 返左澳門之後實左太多事啦... 等我一個一個月打啦!!

May (5月) 10號就返左澳門啦, 第2日就打算搵返d friend 玩... 終於俾我知道邊d 係真朋友同假朋友啦... 拖黎拖去結果3個月都無見過... 名就唔打啦... join 左 M 群... 係由我既創業partner 組織既... 一開始好開心啦, 你咁有心搞個咁好既野黎搞活動, 我又識左好多新朋友 (雖然年齡真係細左d... 14 -17...) 好彩你地都算幾成熟... 仲搵左個女做妹tim!

June (6月) 都係唔錯既一個月, 差唔多日日都出街啦! 不過同我既創業partner 就開始有心病啦... 你唔係呀? 我識friend 多過你似大佬多d 你就妒忌我? 你無野呀? 咁小事都咁樣對我叫我點同你創業呀? 教埋你英文仲要俾面色我睇... 仲話讀心理學wor? 做人都未識做? 23年黎女仔既手都唔夠謄拖呀? 廢柴... 連我爸爸都話你志大才琉! 真係無錯...

July (7月) 真係多得你唔小, 同 M 群開始無咁好玩啦, 連我鍾意個2個女仔都小左聯絡啦, 你開心啦? "兄弟"! 你死緊啦, 要錢個陣唔好搵我, 仆街仔... 24號識左個叫"咕兒" 既女仔, 真係一見投緣! 超好傾, 又好人... 中意你我都唔講出黎! 等你黎約我! 你上當啦~ 哈哈! (去左海洋公園, 真係幾好玩)

August (8月) 同你出街真係幾開心, 第一次出街竟然要你請我食飯! 真係好多謝你... 我明白我好老套... 食下飯咋嘛, 做咩講到你咁偉大呢? 唉... 返左屋企仲打埋黎問我返左去未... 真係愛死你啦! 抵我返美國寄野俾你呀真係!!(去水瑭你上埋taxi 都要黎... 我好感動... 真的...)

September (9月) 過左半個月... 唉... 一個字講哂... 悶!!!!!!!! 日日都係返學放學去玩下咁... 都仲未可以搵到女朋友... 上天, 你真係一早準備左一個俾我嗎?! 定係我要自己去搵呢... 可唔可以俾個答案我呀?

最近又同helen friend 返... 識左nelson 同timothy... 你地3個就變左我玩card 既new buddies 啦! 同sira 鬧左交... 同kevin 好似無咁friend tim... 唔通真係一個學期換一班friend? 唉...

我的大學朋友.... 只可以維持一個semester 嗎...?

 Happy birthday to myself... Not really happy though...since I just lose two of my best best "girl" friends... for a very strange reason.

Crystal Chen: I am not sure is it really the right reason for us to not be friends anymore... it is just stupid! We have been through so many things and you still act like a little girl... if that is why you don't want to talk to me anymore... so be it! It is a good for both of us anyway since you already said it is "IMPOSSIBLE"!!

Sunny Kim: What is wrong with you now... first you said you are not feeling well THEN YOU JUST END UP BLOWING ME OFF? Rich girls really need to get themselves together, Jesus Christ... I am not your boyfriend to pick up your stupid feelings...

Well... losing those two has a really big consequences... now I am ALONE for my birthday!!!! Friends? not even Kevin is reliable anymore...  8 words... do I really have LONELINESS IN MY LIFE? IT IS NOT FAIR!

 最近真係好似多左同女玩既運氣...... 但係同上年呢段時間既wanda 比就真係有的失望... 唔知可以持續幾耐呢.... 我仲搵緊女朋友ga... 真係搵到既我就信呢一年好過上一年! or else... i got tricked again :(

I miss you, Wanda...

Edit: I did get tricked... why my feelings are so right?

 唉... 咁就黎左最後一日既 2009... 總結下先...
1月-3月: 同Wanda一齊係我呢三個月最快樂既時光.... 雖然只係短短既三個月... 但係我係你身上就學識左好多寶貴既野... 你令到我quit wow... 你令我知道就算雙方都好中意對方, 唔代表可以係埋一齊... 雖然我地最後都係無一齊去 Marathon... 但係我永遠都唔會忘記你.

4月-6月: 無左Wanda我又點會開心呢? 返工都無哂心情, 媽媽又係6月尾返左澳門啦... 大部份時間都係到亂諗野... 好彩有friends 係到分散我既主意力... 

7月-8月: 俾人炒左... 成日遲到既我令到上司對我很不滿... 返學都成日走堂... 無左Wanda既我果然對身心有很大既影響... 不過又有邊個會明白我呢...?

9月-12月: 開始左 NIU 既生活... 呢個地方我暫時好中意... 識左好多新朋友... 只係的roommates 唔係正係睇電視就飲酒... 好頂佢地唔順... 呢年既halloween 係我最開心既一個!! 不過 thanksgiving 係最差既一個........ 

Big Summary:
January: Met Wanda, trained together to run for Marathon. (thanks Anna)
February: Got an argument before the day of Valentine's Day... but end up you calling me to apologize!! :) 
This is also the month I got the high paying job!! (Life is good!) 
March: Trained together for Marathon again. However, something really bad happened causing us never see each other again... 
April: I got your last text messages on the 10th... from then on my A's for my classes are starting to drift... badly. I didn't even get a happy birthday from you... (Life is bad)
May: This month f**king sucks, its actually getting worse when Wanda is gone. (thanks for the facebook message though)
June: Basically just catching up with friends (since I hardly see them at all when I was with Wanda). Glad that you guys still treat me as a friend. :) Good times
July: Another bad month, I LOST MY JOB!!!! Mom also went home to Macau... very lonely summer.
August: Moving to NIU at the end of the month, roommates are alcoholic though...
September: Taike dance with TSA, basically socializing.
October: Awesome Halloween!!! I fell in love with Helen!
November: Awesome UCON!!! Really bad thanksgiving though... (Getting harsh with Helen too! Wtf is wrong?)
December: Friends came visit for Christmas!!! So happy that they drove all the way from Champaign!!! I am really sorry that my car broke down though :( Wish I could show you guys around more!!! I didn't go to Washington DC with you guys too! I soooooo regret it...

2010 聽日就開始啦! 算命話我呢年會好好多... 係真唔係呀? 期待...

 唉... 昨日約好左既人或事一下子全部CANCEL... 好彩都有幾個好人陪下我傾計... 好多謝你地2個IRIS 同CHRISTINE!!!!! =)

岩岩送左家姐去機場 (佢今日返澳門) 暫時都仲未有咩節目打算tim... 唔通我真係要自己一個人過...真係估唔到HELEN 會唔理我LOR... 我暫時未有"熟"既感覺MA... 俾的時間我都唔得?

 最近都唔知做... 做咩都懶懶散散... 好似做咩都好悶咁... 連見到人上msn 都唔想say hi... 點算... 唔知係唔係病既關係呢... 

弊... 連打xanga 都打到悶tim... 打住咁多啦 -.-...

 又係到傻下傻下咁寫blog... 不過無人會知我寫咩 ^^ 算啦~ 

今日係UBUS310 既test 6... 唉溫左咁耐都係得個 68... 即係我 final 要180/200 先有個 b... 妖

睇完個分都無哂心機去practice 啦真係... 咁當然遲到啦 ^^ 點知有成10幾個人仲遲過我.... 本來以為我已經好遲ga 啦... 

咁就等到8點終於都齊人去dance 啦, 練到差唔多11點幾就搞點啦, 要去walmart 買我地男仔要著既衫.

Tomorrow is another practice day!(Also the REAL deal...) Let's see how we do... (good night Helen)

(唔通問自己中意既人係某某時間做咩真係咁煩? 我唔係命令你... 只係想知多的你的野jei...)