今日真係重傷,,
傷得好緊要,,
表面手的血痕,,
加上內心的悲傷,,
心...碎了,,
今朝番到學校,,
係ｃaｎtｅeｎ,,
買左野飲,,
冇幾耐,,
嘉怡就同偶講,,
個呂人無啦啦走左去佢地果圍檯,,
不嬲每檯都河水不犯井水,,
佢地無啦啦拉成大排人,,
光明正大咁坐,,
係咪有病架,,
跟住搞到小魚,,
ｓiｎdｙ,,蜥蝪思,,
好多人都冇位坐,,
超黑人憎,,
上去睇報紙果趁冇乜野ｇe,,
上中文堂,,
要作童年趣事,,
偶對童年有陰影的,,
邊到黎作個趣事俾梨呢,,
唉,,
跟住上地理,,
講起就火到爆啦,,
個死人尿屎東,,
係佢搞到偶要介到成手血架,,
佢都低低地架,,
話偶態度唔好,,
仲話偶侮辱佢?!
跟住佢鬧鬧鬧,,
又話依d唔係鬧,,
搞到偶喊左成堂,,
冇停過落黎,,
差d抖唔到氣ｔiｍ呀,,
d ｆd係咁俾紙巾偶,,
唔洗一趁,,
係喊到成包濕哂,,
話咩同班主任講見家長,,
咪傻啦,,
但係偶喊緊果趁唔知點解呀邊個望住偶,,
但係偶就唔知(佢)有冇望到偶,,
都已經喊到差d睇唔到野,,
可能偶喊得西利掛,,
d男仔未見識過大場面掛,,
小息果趁,,
成大排人過黎安慰偶,,
果趁都係收唔到聲,,
但係果刻都幾感動,,
差唔多大半班女仔都關心偶,,
偶先知偶有咁多好ｆd的,,
跟住咪周圍搵d利d ｇe野,,
黎介手囉,,
佢地驚偶做傻事,,
偶介左7,8下,,
佢地就搶左偶把較剪,,
咁偶就搵人借,,
有d人仲未知咩事,,
所以就借左俾偶,,
又介,,
點知果把唔利的,,
激屎,,
咁偶知老師檯d文具有把,,
咁偶就走去拎,,
咁岩有個男仔係偶前面,,
不嬲偶對d男仔都幾惡下的,,
勁大聲係都講,,
借過呀,,
跟住偶見到(佢)係檯則邊,,
跟住ｍiｃhｅlｌe就叫(佢)快d收左檯果張較剪,,
唔好俾偶做傻事,,
但係最終,,
佢冇理到,,
偶亦都攞到把較剪,,
但係果趁偶停左係到,,
係到諗,,
點解佢唔收埋把較剪??
唔通佢都想偶介咩?
跟住個心就碎左啦,,
好傷心好傷心,,
但係喊唔出,,
因為之前喊得勁得濟,,
身體水份流失哂,,
好暈好暈,,
跟住偶走番埋位,,
打鍾ｌu,,
佢地話賤精冇咁快知,,
如果仲喊佢就知咩事,,
所以偶好冷靜,,
跟住又係到介,,
保保就話啦,,
乖啦,,
俾把較剪同筆袋佢,,
跟住真係俾左,,
佢收哂偶筆袋有ｇe利器,,
上英文堂果趁,,
呆下呆下,,
可能因為喊完黎掛,,
跟住偶就係書包搵到另一把較剪,,
偶就同ｋaｒeｎ講,,
收左偶一把,,
偶仲有一把,,
佢都冇偶符,,
偶用盡所有可以介到手ｇe方法,,
但係都唔係幾掂,,
話咁快,,
又打鍾ｌu,,
食飯悶到爆登,,
個賤精話偶地班散左喎,,
講左一大論野,,
先俾偶地先飯,,
有問題架都,,
唔知係咪喊完會肚餓d,,
偶食得勁快,,
食完就放人啦,,
偶同嘉怡,,ｓiｎdｙ,,
ｎiｃoｌe佢地落左去圖書館,,
跟住又去ｆuｎlａnｄ果到,,
行緊果趁,,
撞到梁ｓiｒ,,
偶都知咩事架啦,,
跟住佢又話唔係鬧偶,,
偶都知ｇe,,
係咪唔係,,
偶唔識分咩唔通,,
但係偶又唔豬點解喊左出黎,,
佢話冇同賤精講,,
淨係同佢講左姐,,
咁都好d,,
起碼依個呀ｓiｒ唔會惡得去邊,,
佢放偶走果趁,,
即刻收哂聲,,
急急腳咁落左ｃaｎtｅeｎ,,
去搵嘉怡同ｓiｎdｙ佢地,,
搵到之後偶講番俾佢地聽,,
佢地o哂咀,,
之後傾傾傾,,
傾左幾個字又上番去嘍,,
偶上番去,,
就去左保保個位到,,
係佢櫃桶搵番偶ｇe利器,,
即刻攞左把放落裙袋,,
出左去又同佢地傾計,,
唔記得邊個問偶隻手咩事,,
點解損哂,,
跟住嘉怡就話偶傻ｇe,,
係到自殘,,
ｓiｎdｙ就話偶上地理果趁發脾氣,,
果趁偶笑左出黎,,
原來佢地都幾了解偶的,,
好開針咁番左入去課室,,
嘉怡話梨再介梨就屎得,,
俾佢知道偶再介佢就鬧偶了,,
上ｍaｔhｅmａtｉcｓ果趁,,
又好唔開針啦,,
偶好似見到(佢)望住偶跟住,,
就唔豬同呀取講咩,,
跟住又唔知呀取同佢講左d咩,,
又好碎啦個心,,
又攞把較剪出黎介手,,
跟住好大力咁介左幾野,,
仲大力過之前,,
真係連續幾野都流哂血,,
偶見到血就好ｈiｇh架啦嘛,,
跟住咪又介多野,,
又流血,,
跟住偶就係裙袋攞塊啤啤熊膠布,,
貼係傷口果到,,
唔想嘉怡擔心偶,,
可能佢見到偶成手損哂,,
跟住(佢)又望偶一眼,,
又唔知同呀取講咩,,
呀取又唔知同佢講咩,,
無謂偷聽咁賤啦,,
今日教用d格仔紙畫立體,,
睇到塊板都暈死囉,,
又悶喎,,
偶係咁同呀取傾計,,
佢又唔多睬偶ｂoｒ,,
跟住佢話眼訓,,
冇幾耐,,
保保唔知係咪發覺佢櫃桶d利器俾偶攞番哂,,
保保又見到偶哂手損哂,,
佢就拎佢把介刀出黎,,
佢話偶介佢又介,,
偶真係唔想咁呀,,
無謂為左偶,,
佢去傷害自己呀,,
跟住偶咪叫佢唔好亂黎囉,,
又叫佢則邊d人幫偶睇實佢,,
偶驚佢有時咋,,
偶又同呀取講,,
佢話冇事ｇe,,
咁偶都放心d,,
上完數學之後,,
賤精話係班主任堂果趁一定鬧人,,
琴日曾家樹周會釣魚,,
俾賤精知到,,
要罰佢做ｐrｅsｅnｔ,,
講番琴日周會講過d咩,,
佢都冇幾耐就講完,,
今次賤精都冇咁賤,,
咁指著邊個錯邊個唔岩,,
成班一齊話,,
都唔係鬧人,,
悶到爆,,
4點幾就放人ｌu,,
比起預期中快勁多,,
跟住偶上左去啦啦隊,,
今日唔洗跳,,
但係要叫,,
要叫口號,,
痴線架度舍,,
由一樓叫,,
叫到4樓都聽到,,
好自卑,,
但係偶地一班12丁友ｇe女仔,,
佢地成3廿幾人都有,,
係唔同d ｇe,,
跟住走放人ｌu,,
點解佢今日要咁衰,,
明知偶要介手都唔理?
一個完完整整ｇe心,,
係一日之間,,
俾無數咁多人,,
遂個遂個鎬碎左,,
依家冇一忽係完整的,,
好灰,,
好灰,,
點解佢係偶喊果趁,,
唔行埋黎睇下偶有冇事?
仲要俾偶去攞較剪?
咁又係,,
偶係佢邊個姐,,
同學黎咋,,
原來,,
一直偶都係自作多情,,
心碎到冇法合番埋一齊,,
一切都唔怪得人,,
係偶無知姐,,
唉,,
算吧啦,,
好唔開針呃,,
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