今日經已27號啦,我唔知我仲可以頂幾耐..其實都真係無咩時間再去浪費啦..今日同STEPHEN
去左食LUNCH,之後et,laulau,馬仔都黎左...之後陪馬仔買波...陪et去買左件衫,3百幾..有品味
呀~之後到佢地陪我去勞工處...睇岩左一份...但係個電話我真係打唔落手呀..對唔住呀,可能你地
唔明區區一個電話打下唔洗死既,但係我經已無晒果d信心啦...當初我好認真咁去見果份工,到最
後我得到既就只係等同失望..又可能係我之前從未試過失敗啦..呢一刻我真係無咩信心啦...但係我
聽完ice個電話之後更加不知所措...我唔想好似佢咁最後都係要行返sales條路呀..我真係唔想呀,
我唔想留o係屋企無野做..我唔想對住亞麻呀..雖然佢無開口,但係我知我咁耐都無做野..佢終有一
日忍唔住會話我..我唔想呀..我已經好耐無買過我鍾意既野啦...果日對鞋,我真係好鍾意架,睇左咁
多次,我終於揾到個理由黎買左佢啦--見工...我真係好鐘意架,我唔想著左佢一次,佢就要收埋呀....
今晚o係屋企我一句野都無講過..我真係好唔開心呀...我唔知點講...總之我好亂啦...每一次靜落黎
既時候我就不自覺地諗份工....唉....
對唔住,呢一刻我真係有被遺棄既感覺....
p.s.笑不了~
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