今天去了見stephenie，這回真是好久不見了。
好像她每次從英國回來，都只有跟她ｓａｙ個ｈｉ。
今天總算一聚，食了飯，影了貼紙相。
和她講起在澳洲的日子。
說起也搞笑，一起住一起生活了三個星期，她已忘了其餘二人。
不過也是，我們四個本來互相是不認識的，陰錯陽差下編進了一個ｈｏｓｔ。
四個不認識的女生，很單純很快樂地一起過了三星期。
看到她，雖然不斷抱怨英國的食物很難食，抱怨很討厭英國…
不過，實在令我又再次嚮往外國生活起來。
這陣子不斷又出現這個想法，總覺得自己最後不會讀香港的大學。
在一個地方生活太久了，感情放得太多了，一切開始複雜起來。
愈來愈怕，愈來愈想走。
不知為什麼，可能是怕自己再愛你們下去，到失去你們時會極之難過。
我自己也有發覺，我開始對你們有抗拒感。
這是我一個很自私的自我保護方法。為了不讓自己難過，而不去愛你們。
其實我常常在想，我的人生可以ｒｅｓｔａｒｔ多次就好。
就像電腦裝了太多ｐｒｏｇｒａｍｍｅ太多野推到好慢，ｒｅｂｏｏｔ一次就好了。
唔，奇奇怪怪的說了一大堆。
最近愛聽的一首歌。
GOODBYE - L2M
I don't what to say
And why I feel this way
And when I think of you
I know it's sad but true
Now that the bond is broken
Undo all the words that were spoken
And now I got to make up
This is what I want you to know
(Goodbye) Goodbye (My friend) Oh my friend
This time
This is the end
(So long) So long (My friend)
I hope that one day
We will meet again
I don't know what to do
Cause now I'm here without you
How can I heal this pain
When all there is is blame
I looking for a new start
(Looking for a new start)
So I can mend this broken heart
And now I got to let go
This is what I want you to know
(Goodbye) Oh~ Goodbye (My friend) Yeah~
This time
This is the end
(So long) So long (My friend)
I hope that one day
We will meet again
I cannot wait for till there a chance
I must move on now
And leave the pain inside
Cause just give me the strength
Cause I cannot wait
(Goodbye) Goodbye (My friend) Oh~
This time
This is the end (This is the end)
(So long) So long (My friend)
I hope that one day
We'll meet again (You're all my friend)
(Goodbye) Oh~ (My friend)
This time
This is the end (This is the end) Oh~
(So long) So long (My friend)
I hope that one day
We'll meet again
I don't what to say
And why I feel this way
P.S. 謝謝禮物 。
省港澳蛇王爭霸戰高超組冠軍,真係多謝晒..= =" |
