THESE FEW DAYS,,I'VE BEEN SPENDIN' TIME ON MY LITTLE WORLD..
I NEED SOME TIME TO TAKE A BIG REST,,
I NEED SOME SPACES TO BE ALONE,,
I DUN WANNA TO FACE ANYONE
AND I'VE FINISHED :
UGLY BETTY SEASON 1
DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE SEASON 3
PRISON BREAK SEASON 2
THE O.C SEASON 4
I DUN REALLY KNOW WHY EVERYTIME I WATCH THE OC,,
I CAN'T CONTROL MT TEARS FOR RUNNIN' FROM MY EYES..
EVERYTIME IS LIKE THIS..
ESPECIALLY THIS IS THE FINAL SEASON OF O.C ...
I WILL MISS ALL OF U..
THIS SHOW IS THE ONE WHICH CAN MAKES ME CRY ALL THE TIME..

YESTERDAY NIGHT,,
I'VE SEARCHED SOME COLLEGES OF LOS.ANGELES,,
I LOVE THERE SO BAD..
I REALLY WANT TO GO...
OUT OF HERE..
THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT MY DREAM IS.
HOW BAD I WANNA TO GO THERE??
I THINK GOD WILL KNOW THAT.
AND MY FAMILY WANT ME TO GO TRAVELLING WITH THEM THIS SUMMER,,
AT FIRST I SAID NO..
BECAUSE I'LL BE VERY BUSY DURING THIS SUMMER..
AND EVERYONE KNOW THAT IT WAS JUST AN EXCUSE..
MY DAD SAID THAT IF I CAN'T PERFORM IN FORM 5 THIS YEAR,,
I CAN HAVE TIME TO TRAVEL WITH THEM..
THAT'S MEAN HE WANT ME TO TRAVEL WITH THEM
MORE THAN I CAN BE A FORM 5 STUDENT...
I OPEN MY MOUTH AND HAD NOTHIN' TO SAY...
AND FINALLY I SAID YES.. -.-''

TONIGH ,,
MOM SAID THE PLAN MAYBE CANCEL..
WHAT? ARE U KIDDIN'??
WOW.. HEART BROKEN..
BUT LATER SHE SAID SHE DUN KNOW...
SHIT.. SHE REALLY CAN SCARY ME...
AND I WRITE A COMMENT TO JONASSS
THEY ASK ME IF I HAVE ANY STORIES ABOUT 'HOLD ON'
AND I SEND THEM THIS:

I'm living in Hong Kong,,
and I'm waiting for move to US
because many relatives of mine are living in US for a long long time.
And moving to US is my dream,
because I like the life style
and i want to study in US
and i hope i can see you guys appear in front of my eyes.
That's my dream is.
But things like that are never in your hands.
We need to consider many things,
my mom and dad dun really want to move
because they dun want everything start again.
So...My dream might not be come true..
so i cried immediately.
But when i heard your song "Hold On"

''When it falls apart
And you’re feeling lost
All your hope is gone
At times again to
Hold on
Hold on "

and I Hold On !
because that's the message for your fans, right?
so..this song really can hold me on !
Btw,love u guys,
especially JOEee!!!

LOVE U JOE!!!