Holiday again, i can't see him two days. I am so sad for this. I think h im day by day. I don't want to think he anymore. I am so scared i will want to die since i will become crazy. When i can' t see him, i will feel losing somethings. I will sms with him everyday. I will keep talking with him.

  I don't want to leave him, i am so miss him. I hope in this world will have no any holiday. Then i can see him everyday. I will not cry, i will not afraid. I wish he can be happy everyday. And me?No need happy. If i can see he happy, then i will be happy, so i no need anything.

  I only want to see him in a air, when he can't see me. I think he will be free. I just need he have all. I love him everyday.