Holiday again, i can't see him two days. I am so sad for this. I think h im day by day. I don't want to think he anymore. I am so scared i will want to die since i will become crazy. When i can' t see him, i will feel losing somethings. I will sms with him everyday. I will keep talking with him.

  I don't want to leave him, i am so miss him. I hope in this world will have no any holiday. Then i can see him everyday. I will not cry, i will not afraid. I wish he can be happy everyday. And me?No need happy. If i can see he happy, then i will be happy, so i no need anything.

  I only want to see him in a air, when he can't see me. I think he will be free. I just need he have all. I love him everyday.

  Many people asked me that, why i will love deep v boy. I told them" just because i love him then i love him,no any reson,no any why,just because i love him! They feel terrible of it. But it is the true. I don't know why. I will be his lover before.

  I want to forget all of him memeris since i don't want to cry for him. I don't want to see him anymore since i am afraid of maybe i cannot contral and done somethings wrong.

  Now i really want to forget him but i can't. When i close my eyes. What he said to me before, they repect to meet me again. I am so disappointed with him. He changed his mind too fast. I am so upset.

  Although i blind,  i will use my heart to feel him. I trust i can make him know me i am so love him at all. I hope he can understand for me........

  SEE YOU NEXT TIME, BYE BYE

  Tomorrow i can see him again. I can't contral my eye didn't see him. But i also love him now. On friday, i can see him take the bus. I am thinking of i may change to take bus. I am praying for him can happy every day. When i can see him sad, i wil sad. When i can see him happy, i wil happy too.

  Now i am not his lover already, maybe i can't contral him anymore. But at this moment, i am thinking of his word which is he said to me before. They make me sweety and smile all the day. I will love him forever. And i wish he and his lover will love each other because i only want him happy. When i not love him anymore, maybe it is my die day. I LOVE YOU!

  This few days is our school holiday.Today i am so nev of him.He will go to wong tai sin to live. I scard of.....him maybe wil miss here. Now i am so miss him. When i can't see his face, i will cry. When i can see his face, i will smile. I feel someone is take caring me, so i feel happy. But now, what can i do? I only can pray for him at all. Somwtime i want to die. He gave me wishes but no gave me sadly. Before....he will love, kiss, help........me. He will not do it again.

  Now, i think....maybe i was so bad before. While he talk with a girl, i will angry. I think i can't hold him anymore. I think i wil let other girl who love him and go into his heart. Then let me go away. I think this will make other of us happy.  But i will still love him until i die.......

  一浪接一浪……他的生日終於完結了，雖然有點遺憾不能在他的面前，衷心地說一聲「生日快樂」。但在短訊內已充滿愛地說了一聲「happy birthday」了。

  昨晚我等了他很久，希望他會開機，但到了十二時，也沒有回音。真的令我擔心不而！每次閉上眼，就會想到他的樣子，深情的淚又落下來了……大聲地說：救命啊！請求你放過我。有時候，真的不想再看到他，因為我已不希望為他再流下一滴淚了。不知為何，我真的不想再喜歡他了，但我又放不低，我還有留戀！

  每一天想起從前跟我說的話，真的不敢再逼自已去信，這些都是出自他的口中。到了現在，這些都變成了回憶。無論他要拿走所有，他也拿不走彼此的過去，他們永遠都會藏於我心。他永不能搶奪去的！今天的我，已不是從前的。我要鼓起勇氣，跟他說出所有的事實。