唔知做乜,由去到美國直到返黎...個 就由去到美國開始花到而家...我而家嘅人我唔想講名...雖然佢唔會黎c我日記但係都以防下!但係...我覺得自已唔再愛佢...
其實我一早估到...我會咁過份...我愛左呢個人一個月都冇...如果係以前的我,我可以愛呢個人最小2年...但係今時唔同往日...我己經唔係以前的容嘉珮...我己經變左另一個人...
我可以一個愛三個人lo!我都唔知自已做乜...其實我想變返以前傻下傻下嘅我...個人單純d...雖然我而家都俾人話我單純,但係我覺得以前單純d嘅我,較為開d...
係咪因為我以前太過單純俾人呃過,所以唔信人?亦唔信有人對我真?我真係唔知...
但係我知嘅就係,我所愛嘅嘅人唔會我....我愛過最小7個人...冇個人係愛我...第一次拍拖,以為呢個人會對我好,但係倒頭來...佢只係玩我...
我覺得我個人開始麻木...好多事,冇緣...就係冇緣...注定係一個人就係一個人...強行去改變...只會令自已更加痛苦...算la...
個個fd都唔想我做一個player,但係我己經變左一個player,唔係話唔做就唔做...可能大家覺得我係度鑽牛角尖...但係我唔係lo!希望你地理解我...sorry...I disappoint you guys...
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