....this is the only thing that i can do really...n you know that

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finally! i m quite excited abt the 1st of dec~ why? don't know~ just feel excited! maybe because of it's a month that i love so much and also it's getting closer and closer towards christmas!! xd]〕

cant wait till xmas!!

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i miss my family, my friends so so much!!

omg...T^T

-_-;

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anyway, there wil b a social on this saturday, which is the 3rd of dec!

(ha,,,amelia just came in and gave me a paper with merry christmas on it and saying it's the 1st of december ~~..singing merrilly~]｝ ha]'

everyone's soo excited abt the social thingy..apart from someone like me xd]〕

well, last night, emily k gave me her tiny black top, n kinda force me to wear that to social on saturday...well,,it's soo sexy for me -_-''

but she says, this looks good on u, so wear that pls.....'''

after some arguments wif her and other ppl...i hv no choice but to wear wt emily wants me to..]ha.]

jeans wif black top...hum...'' ~ quite weird..]

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aye...got chem test today!! T^T

gimme luck man~

Tues - ill in bed ...

monday night felt sick already...sent to bed quite early - sth like 9 p?  then got symtoms of fever-like. felt body boiling and uncomfortable...cnt do much to help it.../.\'  cried out loudly...cos i miss home so much. >~<

felt slightly beta on the nxt morning ..i thought that it would b ok to hv lessons

but i just felt soo sick,, so i went to sister after chapel.

she said i may stay in bed if i wish to.

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everything's fine..till 11a onwards..felt extremely sick...boiling hot body.,..i'd really want to take off every pieces of clothes i got on..=-=''

but if i do so, i would b soo damn cold..i just simply cant make myself comfortable..

i cried out loud again...this time, it was much more longer and louder than last time ~_~ just cnt cope wif  it..damn

sister came and check if i was ok...but i was not.

she said it was soo weird that i did not hv a temperature while i was soo boiling hot and uncomfy just like i've got fever..-0-

she gave me some medicine..which made me feel much better..thanks god..

then i went to lunch wif sarah, bea, cris, emily k and antonia xd

we've got chicken kief for lunch ~ hurray !   xd]

felt okay after lunch, so i continued my reading on Pride n Prejudice..xd]]

slept again at 3 sth~

thanks god...nite time is much better ~~ xd]〕

but still felt soo tired -0-'

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