呢排心情都係keep住係好低處....
經常性都十分暴躁......
成日都火......
要尋根究低.... 我都唔知道點解.....
可能真係一d 病症......
但係~~唔知咩病......
令我極度情緒化 ......
真係起落無常 = =.....
........
精神好虛弱.....
或者正如今日上堂所講.....
係輕度ge精神病= =.....
真係會不知覺自言自語.....
訓覺都唔係太正常.....
訓唔安....- -
起身都係覺得冇訓過咁.....
而家ge狀態.....就好似係企係鋼線上面.....
唔知幾時會趺.......
長期生活係tension 上 ......
覺得好大ge壓迫- -........
好辛苦ge感覺.........
想搵朋友.....可惜.....卻唔明白我........
可能係我主觀ge感覺.....
但係......真係唔明點解會咁- -
好困擾....
唉......唔好咁對我啦........
...........真係好想有人明白...了解...care ....我........
ps. 可能真係要失去一切........先會明白錯的是我............
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