feeling annoyed those days...
just moved home for a few days.
still the laptop can't connect the network,
so i am now using notebk,
however, this notebk can't use windows office, can't type in chinese.
so annoying that i should open two computers at the same time to finish IES...
just the time while being with music,
i feel relaxed=]
many things surrounding me,
which made me feel sad and confused.
somtimes i even think it is unfair that wht i am having.
fortunately Tse Sir is always pleased to listen wht i say=]
and he usually give me gd advice, also a really big support.
despire every week's 1hr lesson,
we used to contact in whtsapp...
i talked to Tse Sir in whtsapp almost for everything.
recently, i was upset about my classmates.
as i treat them very truly, i discovered that most of them do not.
not wanting my mother know how weak i was,
i have never told her anything like this, and i this time i told Tse Sir.
Tse Sir said they(my classmates) are still very childish,
"who else would have such experience like u in this age?"
he said they will understand one day, told me that don't have to care about this.
when i received this whtsapp message from Tse Sir, i cried and i don't know why.
these years i seldom cried, however, i recently cried for a few times,
which always because of wht Tse Sir said.
Tse Sir is now the one who can make me cry
but he allmost never see the moment i was crying:D
as every time i was crying for wht he said,
always it is through whtsapp, not face to face.
moreover, being in front of Tse Sir,
i never want to cry orz
although i am really upset,
i don't want anyone who cares me would see the moment i was crying -
they will also be unhappy when they saw i was crying.
"really don't like such this "home"..."
because it is annoying to live with my mother's sister for a quite long time.
yesterday i told Tse Sir about moving home,
and not convinced about that.
Tse Sir just said,
劉天華's childhood was very poor and not gd luck.
because of his special experience than others,
however, his music was fill with life.
after that, i don't even angry about this...
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