原本我以為我已做了一個童話故事既灰姑娘..但原來事實和童話竟然是不一樣
尋晚我同劍/詩同小龍去唱k....我地照舊都係去安達ceo ^^玩得好開心丫....
玩玩下仲玩埋d野食tim...幾撚on9..之後我地玩lucky....我同小龍仲輸賭tim..
如果我贏佢就要做我男朋友..如果我輸就..但好可惜次次都係我輸...可能連個天
都唔想我同佢一齊.....但我地走既時候真係好似一對情侶..咁我就同佢講...我想
一齊返...但佢就唔知點咁...要我比10個奶油佢先可以同返佢一齊...我係果程車
度比佢7個理由..之後就係咁on9比理由佢..之後我真係以為我同左佢一齊........
一路到左岩岩我先發覺......原來我做左人第三者...我應該點做..我先可以唔傷到人
傷到自己...佢條女打比佢..佢唔係屋企..我聽左..唔聽好過聽....聽左之後我就係咁
問自己...我應該繼續去同佢一齊定繼續做第三者.....原本我想等佢返黎先問清楚....
但我打左比佢問佢...佢好似真係唔知咩事咁...到我講左點解果日打牌你6點鐘約人
係旺角等你冇出現...佢即刻就唔得閒...我就知咩事了 ~~因為果日我都係度........
點解丫...我當初問佢...佢話冇女朋友..我先去同佢一齊....但而家知道佢有女朋友....
到低係唔係我自己一廂情願去做人第三者....我真係唔想...我咁大個女....做過一次
第三者..我講過我係唔會再做人第三者....但呢次我真係真心咁放棄晒我之前擁有既
野返去佢身邊....而家唔單只冇晒d實物...金錢..什至人都冇埋lu... 我都唔知而家好
笑定唔知點咁...我而家又住係佢屋企....好煩丫....點算丫.....仲唔知點既時候.........
我仲同佢女朋友做左朋友...交換左手提號碼.......如果我果刻同佢講我好想同佢一齊
佢一定好唔開心....原來我搵返小龍既時候..佢已經冇再搵佢條女啦.....所以佢打黎問
我係唔係同左佢一齊...我即刻答...我係鐘意佢...但佢拒絕我...如果我同佢講我地一齊左
我就冇得返轉頭...我就真係做左人第三者....而家知道咪好囉...我唔想兩方都唔開心.....
所以我決定左唔會再同佢一齊....我而家心情真係好down.....好想落d飲酒...................
但我可以麻醉到幾時.....我真係好煩...好痛....一陣咪同佢講...我唔再住係佢度...................
我同佢咩關係都冇......唔想再發展....錢冇左既可以再搵...仔冇左可以再搵...但感情冇就
就唔可以返轉頭...而家你問我對佢係唔係冇晒感覺....我可以答你...我唔係你想像中咁堅強
我都有唔開心既時候....但呢次係我心甘情願去愛佢...而家咁我都心甘命抵...將來係點......
我自己都唔知道....遲d先算.
有好多野我都唔明....點解佢要同我講佢冇女呢 ??
點解佢要講大話去欺騙我....我呢個月為佢做咁多野
都係白費 ???我而家仲要幫佢條女而問佢仲鐘唔鐘意
佢...唉...到低我而家咁做係岩定係錯呢....
如果有人可以點答到我呢個問題就好了.....................
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