After a relaxing weekend,
it's time to go back to the reality.
7 subjects and 8 lessons a day.
I understand HKCEE is very significant to me, it even affect my future.
However,I don't want to sink in exam anymore.
Why can't I choose Flying as my only subject?
I don't know I should toleratethe disgusting biologyand chemistry.
It's really nonsense.
Perhaps dream is really only a dream.
Coz I must come back to this jungle.
Do you think girl can be my medicine?
Can she make me well?
I don't know.
But I don't know why I must be force to be a lone one.
Why couldn't I choose my girl?
It's my right.
It's all because of inferiority.
Sometimes I feel quite contradictory.
Inferority cause me change to be humble ,
as I experienced the worst situation.
I understand the feeling of being  blamed.
Therefore,I try to be a nicer man and treat everyone sincerely even when I am first blamed by the others.
A Chinese principle or saying stated that we shouldn't do the things on the others which you don't to bear too.
It' simple.
Besides,inferiority make me lose all my confidence.
For example,I cannot confidently  look on the one who I'm talking with 
Now,I have no cofident to face any girl directly,especially the pretty one.
I want someone to change me back to a optimist.
But can I have found?
Maybe later.
The only thing is I can;t bear the lonliness anymore.