琴日我居然o係屋企喊......真係好冇用........
下晝阿傑叫我同輝佬夜晚出黎吹水......咁我落左寶林........
叫埋阿ling出黎tim......(sorry阿ling...因為我既任性...逼左你出黎陪我...)
我真係未試過飲1罐啤酒就wing左......maybe琴日個隻未飲過......
maybe真係酒入愁腸愁更愁~我忍唔到啦...又喊...
我真係覺得好辛苦...好攰喇...我唔知要點做呀.......
當我希望既時候又得到失望.....當我絕望既時候又得到希望......
咁即係點啫....想要放棄但唔捨得放唔低....好矛盾呀.....
酒醉後既我好似變得有勇氣左.....下晝未決定既野終於決定左.........
我攞起個電話send sms.......我唔想再拖落去.....如其3個痛苦.....
不如我自己1個人痛苦......我退出..........順其自然啦..............
坐到4點幾先走.....番到屋企沖埋涼5點......唔洗訓........仲要去上堂.....
p.s.原來我真係好怕自己1個人.......
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我兩晚加埋訓左唔夠3個鍾........好攰呀.......唔想去上堂呀............
but俾左錢唔可以唔想上堂........今日早左到....未開門.........
今日教既野話易唔易......因為我學過......全程3個鐘.....個miss冇咩理過我.....
我自己o係度練.....but冇咩心機練......because好眼訓......o.t.左1個鐘....3點至落堂....
p.s.我欠你太多喇......還唔到俾你.......
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我想要既家........想要既人........想要既野........都被奪走左.....
個天要玩我玩到幾時呀.........玩左我10幾年都仲唔夠咩........
我好攰喇...............唔該........
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