I admit that I was a sort of "Play Boy" before, but after last year,
I have told myself that I have to get serious on my relationship, because I have grown up
But....
Why when I actually being serious, No one knows.
Why do I actually want a long relationship, I won't get it.
Why is it No matter how much I have done for, it seems that only I know. Only I understand.
Why when I care about someone, No one knows, Even her.
Why I have done so much, I still would not get a good result.
Why my life is like this all the time, "confusing", "unknown",
Does Anyone actually understand me?
Does Anyone Trust me?
Does Anyone actually know what I have done?
Does Anyone know how much I care about her? Do you?

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Hey, you once called me your baby
say it for the last time
with all your strength and meaning it this time

Hey, you once promised me the world
but I never asked for it
but I never asked for it

Hey, you once praised me beautiful
why I'd get get weaker
why would I get weaker

oh Please, please don't,
I am so scared, scared you're too perfect for me
or am I too naive for you


hey, let's just pretend
nothing ever happened
nothing ever happened

hey, let's just pretend
nothing ever happened
nothing nothing never ever happened


can we........