Dear Diary:
What the fuck is wrong with this shit? It seems like everything has changed, they became so unfamiliar. People changed too, I don't recognized the ones that I so called "friends." Everything is out of control, school, friends, family... Fucking homework and stupid auntie fucking teachers dropping my fucking grades and shit. I don't know my friends anymore, they are like strangers to me. Fucking arguments with them pretty much every single day. Or, things were like that originally, I just discovered it too slow. So, Why the fuck? I don't fucking understand, I really don't. Why does it have to be like this? Did I miss anything? Sometimes I wonder if God hates me... I'm still thinking about all this non-sense. It got me shaken up. I don't want to take a fall. I want to end it all. Thank you for listening to my bullshit, diary. You're the only one that's willing to listen to me. Thank you very much.
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