So today I'd better use English to express my feelings 'cause it's been a long time that I haven't use it...

You know, I just wish this year, I mean the Valentine's Day could or might be a little bit different.

But after all it's just my insane thought. I know men won't care about this so I just try to ignore it as the men do.

Anyway, I'm not expecting something very surprising to happen, but I just wish that he could say something to me.

Anything would be fine, really. So......yah, Valentine's Day, he's on his work and I'm with my friends.

We're just like, what he mentioned, just friends. Nothing more.

I don't really have an idea of when should I speak up or when should I wait for something to come along.

You know, I've been doing so much things actively like inviting him to go out or to have a trip with me. somehow I just want to stop this situation and wait for him to come to me.

I am only a girl and I just WISH he could be a little bit more active and that's all.

Of course I won't expect anything like present or even a date, but I just want to hear from him that saying "I like you"

Or even just like, "Happy Valentine's Day"

No. I know this isn't his style. He will NEVER do this and this is just something that I shouldn't have any expectation of.

Who knows.

It's okay. I will write him a letter anyway.

for the Valentine's Day.