I think I really have a very very small crush on S....

Because I start having some weird idea in my mind, like, would he be scared by my comments? would it be too aggressive?

and why he will reply me with such comments?

oh no....I know I have thought too much and it's too over

but I just can't help thinking...

no..this is too weird and too strange and too scary.

not only to him but also to myself.

I do think that these are too terrible and it's horrible enough to scare someone off.

NO NO NO!!! I need to stop! and act like normal time.

this must not be real.