今日我同老鼠傾計....我地大家都覺得生活係呢個世界度...真係好新苦...而且呢個世界亦無嘜人需要我地...所以決定過埋呢一年就一齊入長洲自殺死....你地可以當我地係講笑!!!

今日我同老鼠又傾起朋友呢個問題...我想問係咪真係有一世既呢??我曾經甚至現在都有當某d人係我既好朋友...但到頭來又唔知點解疏遠左咁!!!!唉....究竟有無人真係會當我係朋友呢???

各位親愛的朋友仔:

我有野想係度講....呢樣野就係我可能會退學.....不過都尚未決定....不過好大機會會law!!!
如果我真係退學...大家唔好唔記得我呀!!!!!

                                                                                        何琪

今日都係無返學...我都唔知打咩好la!!!!遲D先打過la!!!

今日我又無返學....我都唔知點解今日會好似六年班果陣咁發咁大脾氣....我今日差唔多07:50比呀媽趕先出門口....根本我今日就唔想返學...我就同我呀媽講..."你鐘意就幫我請假la....你唔請就算...反正曠課都係一個缺點...又唔洗返三日...."

之後我就出左街....我去左豆漿大玊到食早餐...食食下呀媽打黎比我叫我快D返屋企...幫我請左假......跟住我就行返屋企.....
途中過馬路既時候...我特登唔睇車...果刻我好想死....但竟賢一架車都無!!!!!之後返左屋企....

我都唔知點解越黎越驚返學....我琴晚成晚都無嘜點訓過.....因為我訓唔到...我一到夜晚我就胃痛....朝頭早又係....
我根本就唔想返學....我都唔知點解....我有時好想搵一個人傾下....但我又唔想搵屋企人..老師或者社工....我依架都唔知點解我唔想返學...我覺得學校好似一個束"博"咁...令到我好"新"苦...好恐"巨".....我都唔知可以點做......我真係好想有個人可以幫下我!!!1

來吧伴我飛  不憂不誰去飛  來盡力忘記  兩腳降落何地

琴晚成晚都無訓....所以今日成日都差唔多係睡夢中!!!!!

下午訓訓下既時候....黃家明打黎問我出唔出去食午飯...但因為我唔舒服同埋眼訓...所以無出...真係sorry...下次先
同你食返la......

大家係咪覺得個日記靚左好多呢....係呀爆幫我"正"的.....真係多謝哂佢la!!!!遲D有錢請你食野下!!!

p.s.到今日我都仲未買stephy Fantay隻特別版...身為忠實既蕃薯...真係有點慚愧!!!!><

獨個面對　  疾病與藥水

好奈都無打日記la....因為我病左成兩個星期la....好"新"苦呀.....又耳仔發炎..出血.....又感冒...又喉嚨痛....又胃痛....
又皮膚敏感....唉....好慘呀!!!!

前幾日睇左亂世佳人......din同janet終於分左手....睇完之後個心..唔知點解好唔舒服....好唔開心!!!!
都唔知打咩好la......算la...遲D先打過!!!!

今日老豆買左張電腦椅....坐得有D唔舒服!!!!

好想架勢王快抽到我呀..."羅"埋陪imac就更加好la!!!!!

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