琴日果件事,,我真係諗咗好耐好耐,,又係度諗: 會吾會個個老師都標籤我, 家長日MISS LAI 同我媽講咁點算? 我成績吾係好好又吾係特別好學生,,吾知第二個老師同佢會點諗我~等等
但係經過咗一晚GE時間,,我諗通咗好多好多野...
首先就係,,傷心就一定有,,但係我覺得吾關我事就吾關我事,,吾洗理佢
第二,,雖然日後GE日子可能真係會好難過,,但係吾緊要,,我會堅持,,因為我知好多人都信我,,支持我
第三,,我覺得係MS CHIU吾了解我,,相信教過我GE老師都會信我掛!!XDDD
總之你講每一句說話我都會牢牢記住,,但就係因為咁,,所以我先要比現在做得更好...
我要堅強d>< 今朝聽呢首歌好啱 <hero>mariah carey
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
And you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
Oh ho, Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away, hey yea
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time, you find the way, hey
Then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
That a hero lies in you
Mmm, that a hero lies in you
呢段說話係今日重點:
近排真係發生咗好多好多事,,雖然吾知跟住落黎會吾會發生d 咩其他大事,,但係我真係好想好想離開呢度><我真係覺得好辛苦,,我吾知我頂吾頂得住,,如果可以好似蕭行咁走咗掉低晒香港所有野就今生無憾...可能我做吾到但只要離開呢度,,即使係留係香港就ok...講真,,我想走吾係而家ge 事,,我想走好耐,,但係一直都冇一個合理ge理由,,而家仲要加埋發生咗呢件事...
今日如常出長沙灣,,我忍吾住同我呀媽提出咗呢個要求,,但係佢問我原因,,我答吾到佢,,佢要我有原因先得...但係我真係冇辦法有一個實際ge理由,,吾係因為同學, 都吾係因為老師, 但都吾係因為環境,,到底係咩原因令到我咁吾想係度讀呢??!!有冇一個真正了解我ge人可以答到我??
頭先啱啱又同呀媽傾開呢個問題,,佢係...話每間學校都係咁,,但我有feeling ga...我feel 到呢間學校真係吾啱我,,我一入到去係好吾舒服><吾係話第二間學校冇呢種feel,,但係百周真係真係冇一種令我可以放心可以開心,,有安全感ge 感覺囉...我吾係細,,我相信我自己ge感覺,,吾會錯,,朋友係對我好好,,老師都對我好好,,學校都對我好好,,但總係缺少咗一樣野,,而果樣野我自己都吾知係咩...
對於呢間學校,,我真係愈黎愈失望!!
就係因為" " ge一句說話,,令我更加失落...我係有諗過, 但吾洗係咁多人面前落我面掛??!! 開始呢件事ge吾係我囉好冇??
我真係冇心情同佢嘈,,我已經好吾開心,,好down,,請你自重!!
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