Today,I was so depressed.I still met that unhappy thing again.I have tried hard to avoid those

happens.But,obviously, it doesn't have any work.I was hurt about that.Tell me what i can do.

Sometimes,I also hate myself.But when I think clearly and deeply,I can't find anything I wrong.Or it is just for

my bad luck.I lose my friends,my group who have loved me.Now,all things are disappeared.Why I just can be

alone?I lose my confidence also.But may be this is a good thing as I had too much confidence before.All

things have totally changed since I have that thing.Sometimes,I was hurt and I hate the god.Wht it treats

me like this?Isn't everyone equal?

It is too unfair for me.As that thing happens,my dad hates me.A lot of people look down on me?Why?It is not

my fault.I have got a lot thing to learn for self-improvement.I want use this way to upgrade myself.