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今日,,起左身,,a爺係咁彈我想轉校既個間學校,,話咩咩大陸學校,,

嘈嘈嘈,,死刀要我讀返聖若瑟,,我a媽刀比我轉去我想入個間學校喇,,如果我唔係到住你一定冇得出聲喇,,屌"\

屌,,越講就越火,,真係好想一拳打落佢到,,不過刀係呢左入房,,

我係房入面做左d乜,,?我自己刀唔係幾清楚,,

又倦黎倦去,,又聽歌,,又望下街,,又訓下教,,又攞左把介刀介張枱,,真係好想介埋隻手,,不過刀冇....

途中呀嫲用(((所時)))開左對門,,係咁鬧我,,打我,,我依然倦埋一舊,,比佢繼續打,,鬧

最尾又入返黎哄返我,,我依然半聲不出...

由下午1點,,直到夜晚10點幾先返出廳,,因為真係忍唔住,,好想去廁所....

去完廁所,,沖埋涼,,就跑返入房,,

冇食到飯,,係我出世到依家,,從來冇試過成日刀冇食過野,,連一粒糖刀冇食到,,

但係我冇可能出去廳攞野食,,攪到好辛苦,,成身唔舒服,,好想嘔,,

個一刻,,真係好無助,,好大壓力,,真係好似自閉咁,,好想永遠係房到過一世.....