時間關係...呢兩日冇出過街....冇見傑傑.....
因為qp...沒時間了....返工放工咁攰都唔想温...皮膚又痕...都唔知點搞.....而家冇食類固醇la..不過係搽類固醇.......但都唔好...真係唔知點算......唔想傑傑為我擔心....我都想同佢甜蜜蜜
記得傑傑最近俾我同佢影既貼紙相佢d朋友睇...佢地竟然話我似係得14歲.......一個比真實年齡小成10歲既事實....真的好好笑....
其實我覺得自己似19歲......
傑傑把聲真係好似ray.......成日都諗起佢果把好得人鍚......好想攬住佢....好迷人既聲.....
有次傑傑係到扮我既笑聲..somehow係醜化我既笑聲....記得在很久以前ray都有試過咁話我....扮我.....一切一切勾起太多回憶.....
當傑傑做D咩我不滿意既時候..我都會諗...如果係ray佢一定唔會咁.....一定會plan得好好...我就會哭...我就好想打俾ray..........
或許這一切都成為過去....不應再想...."一切都在變...身邊一切都在變"(from 一峰19歲which highly recommended by ray)
有時...都會諗...如果我同傑傑分手會點?會有這麼一日嗎....?
怕講了出口...就冇得返轉頭...怕
怕....一個我由我從來都唔識....到認識...到交往...到時刻關心....到日掛夜掛....到形影不離....的這個人轉眼間一句說話...兩個人就變成陌生人.....變成不會再關心....不需要再等對方電話的人...........
這感覺好難受...在沒有朋友既同時..卻失去最重要最關心自己最愛自己既人.....
原來我很怕.........
傻傻傑傑今日呆在家係到睇我地去disneyland既相....同去深圳既相.....佢竟然話我而家好d....不過佢都係鍾意我深圳個樣.......有時傑傑做既野真係好cute....雖然好小既事...但我已經好開心....
今天去bossini改褲....順道逛了apm...聖誕禮物@porter好唔好????唔知傑傑喜歡嗎???????本身想織頸巾to him....really no time...know he will understand.......
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