today,i am day off.

originally,i have a date with chi.

but now,i lose the date..

perhaps he haven't woke up,so he didn't phone to me.

i'm sure,

i am so sad and disappoint.

though everybody tell me i can't call him actively..

i miss him.. everytime!

who know that? i'm not sure i like him!

when i didn't see him..i feel hurt..

i don't know what he think..  i lack security..

all of man shouldn't find me..