實習已經差不多到了一星期了

To me it's scary yet gentle

I though that everyday ...

even if you insult me or ignore me

I will triumph until that day

But

How far I must get injured to become strong ?

Maybe  im a diamond's ore which will shine in future  but  ... 

dose it really shine ?

For my swore,  I definitely that won't give up

Even through from here I can feel the top I long for

But....  it's really hard to me   (a fresh man?  maybe a excuse   but i don't know what can I do for it

Can I trust myself ?

I can't do it ...

 to me ...  don't torment me