Feeling extremely bad today.

Do you want to know why? It's because of you!

No, no, it's absolutely not your fault, it's mine.

I can't accuse you, I shouldn't blame anyone but myself.

Now I'm blaming myself for being too naive.

I trusted every single word you told me,

I believed it was coming from the deep down inside of your heart,

but now I know they are all gibberish,

because you didn't mean to say them.

Oh dear, I'm wrong again, of course you did mean to say them,

but it's just because you didn't want to get trouble.

  Seriously, I know I'm a dummy,

but I've never thought I'm stupid enough to believe all your lies,

and even didn't know what have you done behind my back.

  To be honest, I was always suspecting what kind of stupid relationship ist here between you and me,

and now I've got an answer：Stangers.

You are not my friend, you are not qualified to be.

You think because you laughed with me so you're my friend?

No, friends should be care of each other,

and thier concern should be unchange.

Have you ever cared about me?

Of course you did, but then your careness became fake.

You think I would never notice it ?

  Obviously, I do.

Because you're treating me as I'm invisible!

There will always be fine with you whether I'm here or not.

Do I have to always be imperceptible?

I hate you! You are no friends of mine!

I loathe you! You always pull me into abyss.

You always stab me with a sword called ignoring.

  It dosen't mean I'm fine when I don't say it.

Have you ever asked me? No!

But even she don't say anything, you all will just ask her,

you sense it.

Apparently me and her are two different people,

she will always be the most important and I'm just a litter.

  What else do I have to living for?

Why don't I just suicide, there is no need for me to exist,

because you don't even know I am.

  I regarded you as my friends, but I'm just air to you.

It's no matter for anythings happen, it's not my bussiness at all,

because I'm nothing.

  Do you know I've been bearing you for a long time?

You don't, because you don't even know my existence.

  You guys are getting better at what you've been doing to me.

Keep going on. I thought we could be friends forever just like those in the movie,

how silly I was? I actually believed in those things that only exist in the fairytale.