今天我有兩件事想說的，

一件是令人興奮的，另一則是相反的。

我就先說開心的先吧，另一件事如果不想知道的話，

就別看往下看就好了。

  開心的事是Selena 已說了她下一張 album是 A Year Without Rain，

而且已經在沙漠拍了 Music Video，

而這張 album會在9月28日賣(<---這個不太肯定)。

但可惜呢，Selena好像沒有像上次一樣拍下製作過程。

上一次製作 Kiss & Tell 的時候所拍下的影片真的很可愛。

  另一件是關於昨天那篇東西的。

我想說還是算了吧，我意思是指朋友的關係。

我現在已很冷靜，

我不想再跟你們交心，

以後我就會在你們面前帶上那個笨面具，

因為你們也是這樣對我。

  我一直以為沉默是我的天性，

但原來不是。

起初只是少許沉默，

但後來沉默成了習慣，

因為你們一直都不聞不問！

  算吧，結束吧，我很累一直都要裝不知道。

  Feeling extremely bad today.

Do you want to know why? It's because of you!

No, no, it's absolutely not your fault, it's mine.

I can't accuse you, I shouldn't blame anyone but myself.

Now I'm blaming myself for being too naive.

I trusted every single word you told me,

I believed it was coming from the deep down inside of your heart,

but now I know they are all gibberish,

because you didn't mean to say them.

Oh dear, I'm wrong again, of course you did mean to say them,

but it's just because you didn't want to get trouble.

  Seriously, I know I'm a dummy,

but I've never thought I'm stupid enough to believe all your lies,

and even didn't know what have you done behind my back.

  To be honest, I was always suspecting what kind of stupid relationship ist here between you and me,

and now I've got an answer：Stangers.

You are not my friend, you are not qualified to be.

You think because you laughed with me so you're my friend?

No, friends should be care of each other,

and thier concern should be unchange.

Have you ever cared about me?

Of course you did, but then your careness became fake.

You think I would never notice it ?

  Obviously, I do.

Because you're treating me as I'm invisible!

There will always be fine with you whether I'm here or not.

Do I have to always be imperceptible?

I hate you! You are no friends of mine!

I loathe you! You always pull me into abyss.

You always stab me with a sword called ignoring.

  It dosen't mean I'm fine when I don't say it.

Have you ever asked me? No!

But even she don't say anything, you all will just ask her,

you sense it.

Apparently me and her are two different people,

she will always be the most important and I'm just a litter.

  What else do I have to living for?

Why don't I just suicide, there is no need for me to exist,

because you don't even know I am.

  I regarded you as my friends, but I'm just air to you.

It's no matter for anythings happen, it's not my bussiness at all,

because I'm nothing.

  Do you know I've been bearing you for a long time?

You don't, because you don't even know my existence.

  You guys are getting better at what you've been doing to me.

Keep going on. I thought we could be friends forever just like those in the movie,

how silly I was? I actually believed in those things that only exist in the fairytale.

  昨晚去了看《我們的成長》，

這是我芭蕾舞老師的老師的學校成立25週年所舉辦的表演。

哼，如果不是有那本《7269》，我早就參加了！

(神氣甚麼了？還不是沒有參加嗎？)

  它於上環文娛中心舉行，

坦白說，我這麼多年來才去過兩三次上環。

由開始九龍灣坐地鐵，坐得人都呆了，

唯一的活動就是看人。

因為我是選擇了下面那條路線，即經油塘那邊，

所以看到很多外籍人士。

我發現好像所有外國人都很漂亮，

就是那種很吸引人目光的人。

即使他們本身的樣子是平平凡凡的，

但光是他們的衣著已可吸引人了。

  以上的描述只限女生。

而男的則只要不是禿頭或有大肚子都很帥。

你說如果外國只有男的會多好呢！

(你要他們同性繁殖還是自我繁殖！？)

P.S 只限我昨天看到的人。

  到了表演，看到很多癡癡呆呆BB，

好可愛，他們都不知自己在做甚麼。(笑)

另外那兩個小主持應該只有3、4歲

(因為是 pre-primary)，

她們真的真的很得意！說話的語氣比X姐還要可愛！

(當然了，她們還是BB嘛，等等，你是去看BB還是去看別人跳舞？)

  表演很好看啊！而且很厲害啊！她們那些大姐姐都很厲害，

而且她們學校有很多人跳 Avanced 2，

唉，我甚麼時候才能學到 Advancd 2 呢？(下輩子吧，很近而已)

  另外，昨天也買了校服，

今天才試穿，校裙很「通風」呢！

穿裙子是不是要脫腳毛呢！

唉，真不想穿裙子，腿那麼粗，

如果可以像以前一樣每天穿長運動褲就好了！

真想不到會有這一天的來臨……