我好耐都無試過變得咁sensitive同emotional

自從她之後。理性就像一堵高牆圍繞我的心。

每一次我感覺到我可能要愛上別人。我的理性都會用后各種理由把我拉回來。

我也不知道怎麼了。也不知道這樣過了多久。

昨天。像我這種懶人。居然會由荃灣西放學。番大圍。去觀塘。再去中環。就係為左見佢一面。叫佢唔好應承。沒有一刻停低。沒有一刻猶疑。而到最後我竟然講不出口而要係送佢走之後wtsapp講。

琴晚。我知佢要去飲。我竟然會好似個傻瓜咁打一大堆野。唔較靜音等佢隨時找到我。而係我聽到佢同老爺食糖水之後。我竟然完全訓唔到。就成晚係度諗。瘋狂咁諗。然後仲怕佢遲到。一早炸醒佢。講一堆莫名其妙既野。

Everyone know that i  am talkative , but no one know that i will become silent and weak against love.

i really afraid that i am going to lose you if i still hestitate.

But in this moment, i am still not dare to do so.

如果第一次見面不是時間太短，我可能會攬住你

如果第二次見面不是你生非滋，我應該會錫你

如果第三次見面不是天公不造美，我一定會錫你

And nx time, no matter what, i won let you get away from my hug

God, if there are no result, plz let me know before i fall too deep into her