It is hard to tell you how I feel when you said goodbye. Your last glance implied farewell to me..........I finished the last slice of the pizza you left for me..........Should I feel happy of it? 
  When you waved hands, I just glanced at you, smailed and said bye. I even could not believe I still could smile to you. Who knows what my herat felt...... Even so........i still can distinguish what is rational and what is emotional.......just being calm.........doing my rational stuff..........

  The next day, I wanna got drunk suddenly.........so did I. My life seems to be messy up by all that stuff......but I know it doesnt matter, coz I believe, Jess will be a good girl again on the next day. Isnt it? 

   Work alone these days in PC store, GOSH!! It seems I have not learnt from the trainning days, got confused of the customers' questions.........my boss just asked me to ans them as soon as possible, by the way, doing the packing and data records............like many stuff cramed into my brain........

  After the job........my boss asked me to have dinner together............GOD.....I did amny mistakes these days.........how can I hv dinner with them comfortably............ Just wanna hurry and finish the dinner...........

  Learning ebay trading!!!!!! I luv it!!!!!

  To Shu Wai: STill poor ga~~~~haha!! But i love the challenges~~ it worths!!!!!!

  I m now working in a comupter store ar........no customers most of time.....i have finished a magazine and done the cleaning lu.......so relaxing!!!!!! Well....but I really feel guilty ga......coz i am geting paid............

  i really love this job!!!!!!! Coz i can study in store!!!!!!!!!!! Totally different fro the laundry work..........but i would still hold the old one!!~~ Just wanna work one day in laundry and 2 days in PC shop!!~~~ feel the life is gonna be better~~~ Thx for Luck~~~

  today 去computer shop interview, start from next week. haha~~~$2 more /hr than laundry~~$12/hr!!! COOL!! gonna work less and less time in laundry...........so hard............finish 12am these weeks............

  個stubborn 同事俾人炒左lu............ manager 話佢cry cry and cry wor........ pleading for forgievness..............唉..............好似好可憐咁..........but it is really unforgivetable law!!!!!! cry ja ma, 我夠識la~~~~~ 所以話, china d 萬年道理真係冇錯~~~~~~早知今日, 何必當初lei............good luck la mate!!!!

  終於發完個買車夢lu............THX MUM MUM 叫醒我~~haha~~~~~ 好realistic 咁buy 左bike lu~~~ well...........仲學緊dim ride law.........shame 到爆.....kaka!!!!!!!!! so ironic law.............個bike is $130 (special offer), but the accessries cost $100 law..............

   lee 排真係好多人唔合作.........modify 完篇marketing essay, send 俾d groupmates............好有禮貌咁ask for comment..........過左幾日都冇reply law!!!!!!!! 大佬ar~~~~ 好就同我講聲OKAY, 唔好咪change la..........keep silent 即係dim ar..........one of the funny teammate.........明明0係msn 同佢講緊assigbment, 叫佢0係msn send 個mobile number 俾我, 佢話: 'ok, if i have chance, i will send you'~~~~ 咩咩chance ar..........send 就send la.....within 0.000000000001 second ga ja........ 好呆law..........

  我諗冇人做essay ga la, 前日combine 哂d points, 叫佢地'check' 下la........... today 突然收到另外一個disappear 左幾日既groupmate........佢話: 'i have done the essay.'..........0個個moment, 有hapi 有sad la........佢做左即係佢都緊張d 份assign gei........but...........咁我finish 左0個個essay 即係咩ar.............

  番工0個度又有個好難明既人, 從來唔識respect 人..........人人都hate her.........都仲係覺得自己岩哂, 好巴弊.........help ar.....大家都係iron 妹ja.............u can be substituted anytime by anyone from anywhere law..............

  owner 又一時hapi, 一時angry, 一時black face, 一時smiling face...........仲快過chinese 既變臉law........... 我覺得每人每日都係遇到hapi and sad events.........one's self emotion should not affect others law.........control 下la.....pls.........

  我明白好多人只會睇到人地既shortcomings.......唔會諗下自己係咪岩...........but..................................sorry....................i really dont understand............... but 有時諗下, 其實lee d 問題都唔係咩problem......... 諗下我有幾幸福..........咩sadness 都冇哂la!!!!!!!!!haha~~~~~~~

  收到first-aid 既cert la.............well.............actually........feel guilty law.........coz i think i am not qualified enough.......next target is 'cafe course'~~ i wanna change, i believe i can!!!!!