今日一起身已經3點幾,,訓左好耐丫,,咁都難怪ge,,又成日無訓過,,又飲酒,,唉,,越黎越覺得自己為什麼生存,,有咩意義,,真係每次飲酒都想起佢,,做到我咁真係唔死都無用,,尼次飲酒好特別,,特別唔飲得,,一開波就飲左成渣飲,,自己飲丫,,wing ge同時又林起佢,,唔通忘記一個人真係咁難?,,有錢洗又係咁,,無錢洗又係咁,,e+個身體好似越黎越差,,我一次無訓一日一夜戈時,,我訓唔著,,係屋k張床到望住床頂,,應該係幻覺,,我見到一隻死神,,又唔係好似,,但係佢好似想同我握手,,我就林,,係咪佢想完成我一個願意之後就拎走我條命尼?,,我林左陣,,我竟然蠢到同佢握手,,我流住眼淚話,,係度唔講出黎,,之後就無訓過去左飲酒,,朝早去左v8又係無訓,,成2日無訓,,好勁,,同時就快死~_~,,我都唔知自己幾時先肯做野,,可能要到自己無灑錢洗先,,但係會唔會太遲尼?
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