2008 年 11 月 27 日  星期四  

感覺又再次出現!!

真係返工無野做好悶,,成日都林埋灑d唔開心ge野,,林林下就想訓教na,,返早又攰丫,,又辛苦,,仲要林埋d唔開心ge野,,我幾時先開心得返尼,,嗚嗚>v<

2008 年 11 月 26 日  星期三  

見識太小!

一直以黎都知自己無咩見識,,出到黎玩咩都唔識,,所以出黎做野之後我咩都玩,,咩都試,,就係得一樣野唔敢試,,就係玩感情,,尼樣野我一者就講過好憎,,但係同時係自己唔敢面對,,其實鍾意就一齊,,唔鍾意就分開,,好自然ge道理,,但係我偏偏就係輸唔起戈個,,我有太多野都唔林得開,,好無用,,成日都覺得自己無用,,係咪要經歷多d痛苦人先會長大尼,,但係傷得太多自己會對感情無灑feel,,最後會變成點,,好清楚,,我就係唔想自己變成咁,,都唔知自己想講咩野,,算na,,我思緒太亂na,,唔講住,,林好再打多次na,,唉

2008 年 11 月 25 日  星期二  

回憶!!

今日返工好辛苦a,,一返到去就幫公司輸左成10萬,,之後都無咩野等收工,,最辛苦都係d碼,,成20個一行咁灑開佢,,我隻手又唔夠大丫,,好彩我功力深厚,,勉強搞掂,,因為我張抬有大客,,所以我上灑電視><,,d上司睇住灑我做野,,好彩無出錯,,都係輸10萬,,小野,,放工去到bus站,,慘,,無散子,,想行返屋k,,點知行行下,,有個老伯伯係的士落左車,,點知個伯伯行動不便,,我唔知點解主動行去扶個伯伯,,個伯伯真係好慘,,隻腳根本無力,,仲要係水坑尾度落車,,我咪問佢點解唔拎枝野扶ge,,佢話唔記得左-,-,,咁我咪扶左佢去一邊坐,,佢話叫左佢d親人搵佢na,,咁我咪叫佢小心d,,之後牙曉打比我na,,佢早走凸,,之後去左v8打機,,悶悶悶,,過左陣就去左黃金樂園玩大小,,點知30$贏左一條煙,,haha  lucky!!!之後返到屋食飯,,都成9點lu,,食完飯無野做,,林左陣野,,林返起當初細k同我講我愛你戈時,,好幸福好開心,,但係戈時我無好好把握住,,戈時ge我真係好蠢,,愛情來到時永遠都不信,,結果換黎今日咁ge結果,,我知錯na,,細k你討厭我了嗎,,點解唔肯比我照顧你尼,,我真係可以做到你想要戈種feel,,我知我戈時比唔到自由你,,但係e+唔會na,,我真係反思左好耐,,我真係好想同你一齊,,同你一齊ge時間我係最開心,,有人話我鍾意你係因為你個樣同身材,,但係唔係咁+,,你吸引到我唔止你個樣,,我更愛你的性格,,你ge斯文,,你ge笑容,,你ge歌聲,,你可以令到我有心跳ge feel,,尼d都是我重要的回憶,,你要信我,,信我比到幸福同照顧到你,,我唔知點解覺得你好似討厭我了,,真的很hurt,,嗚嗚,,好想哭,,好想哭

2008 年 11 月 24 日  星期一  

我不信

難道e+我連令你關心一下都不行嗎,,琴日去左大6,,有個同事個fd死左,,我都知上去唔方好野,,不過要陪下佢,,我唔係一個見死不救ge人,,細k有好多野都唔知,,我有好多說不出的原因,,但我真的愛上你,,你唔會唔明瓜,,我上去又唔係溝女,,只係陪個同事飲下酒,,同埋佢係上面有屋企,,我都唔會無地方訓覺,,我去到見到佢地叫左好多女,,但係我一d都無興趣,,根本唔想同佢地玩,,但係比個同事拉左去幫手,,搞到比人灌酒,,之後戈野黎na,,玩左d知道有問題,,唔可以做d對唔住細k ge野,,so玩左陣停左係度,,等去個fd度訓,,點知佢地又去左食野,,搞到成5點幾先閃得,,一去到佢屋k,,勁令,,我哇左聲,,佢屋k又大,,成個k場咁,,我都好想有個咁ge屋k,,太令na,,搞到我都想租間屋玩下,,又唔係貴^^,,得閒再搵佢傾下先,,去到佢屋k,,開始傾心事na,,佢講返佢個fd走(死)戈時,,我個同事同佢個fd玩左3日,,完全係好開心ge,,第4日我個同事唔得na,,要休息下,,所以就返左澳門,,第2日佢個fd就去左na,,真慘,,佢話佢同佢個fd玩戈3日都好開心,,但係走戈時完全係無先兆,,根住佢就好唔開心na,,咁我就係張鄧度聽佢講,,講講下就訓左na,,起身戈時有張被係我身度,,佢真係好好人,,搞到我都同佢一齊唔開心,,即使我e+覺得好唔開心,,但係我點都比唔上佢,,加上我都可以叫佢叔叔,,見到佢仲咁玩得,,真係希望佢快d開心返,,而我就努力比返信心自己,,我心目中,,對細k我真係要改改,,細k只係我認定的女人,,無人可替代你,,請緊記,,我今生只愛你一個,,真心換來的是甚麼,,未來會見到!!

2008 年 11 月 23 日  星期日  

咁鬼辛苦做咩野尼?

琴晚去左飲酒,,不過我真係林唔到細k好似完全唔想理我咁,,點知過左陣包哥佢地黎左,,又帶左野黎,,唔開心咪又玩左d,,玩完又死左na,,不過真d上左太空ge feel,,唔錯唔錯,,過後勁辛苦,,下次咪鬼搞我,,我e+唔鍾意飲酒,,因為太多唔開心事na,,今日小盈搵返我,,唔知咩事尼a_a,,佢係我第一條女,,戈時佢真係好愛我,,可惜我戈時岩岩做荷,,又賭錢丫,,同佢行戈時有次我輸大左,,無灑錢,,真係無灑心情,,咩人都唔理,,咁就一個星期無搵過佢na,,咁就散左lu,,不過佢算係最愛我ge人,,都係我ge問題ge,,算na唔提佢na,,今日返工勁暈,,起初無咩力,,死下死下咁,,真係勁唔掂,,之後過左陣好返d,,又返左8個鍾,,辛辛苦苦終於到放假lu^^,,有得休息下na,,咩地方都唔想去><