我咁鍾意睇書
唔係因為好 睇,我睇過唔少好弱雞既書,但依然好鍾意 ,因為只有係文字裡面我先可以得番自己-做番自己-搵番自己,咩煩惱都可以擺埋係一邊,而且都因為咁鍾意寫,寫左代入個角式,令自己可以幸福一陣, d好既書同弱雞既書,可以令自己文筆&故事內容都好d,寫好d,令角式幸福dd,或者就可以令自己煩少d-開心d-幸福多dd,咁樣或者就可以令好耐未真心笑過既我笑番la,呢個就係我既夢...但夢始終係夢,或者我只不過係逃避緊現實, 係咪?

淋足兩日雨,心情算係好左,呵呵

本黎又想講好多好多野

但諗下有d野自己知算

今日又俾煩人miss yan話

仲講到我應該讀文科以我既性格

不過我無咩點聽佢講

其中一個認同既係

讀文科人都比較懶散

所以我岩文科

嗯~~~我係幾懶下ga,呵呵

其實呢幾日我唔係幾開心,頭都好痛

同食藥無咩分別,每日都痛-----------每痛痛幾分釮至幾粒鐘不等,咁多年都痛,所以e唔好唔理

反而係你...你對我既忽冷忽熱,我唔識面對。我唔知應該用我邊一個面孔去對住你,我想雹合你但我又發覺我...並唔係太了解你,但咁又點姐?我控制唔到,對於你既冷淡我只有接受,因為你絕對唔會因為我唔開心而唔開心,都唔會因為我心情有咩突然既變化而感到緊張,鍾意你本身就係一個將我困死既籠!喜歡你愛你,但又無能為力...如果你對我好又或者差我諗會易習慣d,但時冷時熱令我唔知點好,我永遠都唔知你想點,只有接受,然後用另一張臉去雹合你,盡我所有之力黎討你歡心,有時我都覺咁樣既自己好蠢都太傻。

我鍾意傻人

但好多人都會咁話我:「你以為你好醒呀?人地仲醒過你呀!!」我知,因為知自己既蠢自己既傻,所以我想搵你做我既倚靠...

以前好鍾意寫文既我

而家我唔識寫,係完全唔知點落筆,我怕~怕再一次俾你數落,都怕我變唔番自己,我試過盡力試過好俾心機去做某d野但最後既結果都唔會如我所諗咁,所以我更加係討厭,與其白費心機,我寧可從未付出過,你話我懶又得話我人生好多大話借口都無問題,因為我確實怕左,如果有日我突然努力,我諗或者係因為你,我想令你留意我一次或更多。

Why you have to go and  make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else
gets me frustrated 
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no !!

You come over unannounced 
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are and where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your preppy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become 

我粉耐無寫日記了

但小說反而係更新左係note book度

遲d先upload上網,等下先啦~呵

呢幾日好倦好倦,一返到屋企差唔多就想訓埋落去

所以基於懶人守則我無寫到日記

呢幾日無咩特別野發生姐好在...

今日我唔使補訏,可以返屋企抖下

下cycle就係呢個pe大考la

希望唔肥佬啦,嘻

今日我唔多鍾意既miss yan出奇地讚我(算係啦)

話我每周一文寫唔錯,但無讀出黎

話唔想讀d情情愛愛既文,偏偏我叻既就係寫呢類文

無奈.......

乙+講真唔差,不過如果我有甲會開心d