You once appear in my life.

You brought happy to me.

However, you are away from me.

I once feel sad for you.

I feel happy and enjoy my life now.

Because you, I knew some principle in love.

I will not allow me to hurt.

Because something, we are separate.

Those times bring some hurt and lesson to me.

But I can control my feelings.

Although I have dislike you, but what can I do?

I hope you chose this decision is right.

I hope you can happy.

I don't like this me.

So I will give me one month.

This month I will change my anything.

Let me happy and normal.

This is a last chance.

I will try my best.

I will not make you disappointed again.

Where is my happiness?

I know this love is not visionary love.

I hope I will together with you forever.

But, I can not feel my happiness.

So, I am afraid very much.

Can you give me some confindence and belief?

Today, is my birthday.

I have a birthday party in mixsens.

My birthday's wish is a secret.

This wish is about my boy friend.

So, I hope it will achieve.

And then, I say thank you to my all friend join my party.

Thank you!

Our father in heaven, holy be your name.

Your kingdom come.

You will be done on earth,as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us.

Do not bring us to the test, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

I’m happy very much.

Because I know you care me.

And you talk about our future with me.

But I make you feel disappointed.

I’m so sorry.

I can’t go to England with you.

Because I can’t leave my family.

I don’t want they will worry for me.

So we need more time solve our problem.

In love, Who is right? Who is wrong?

Who knows? I don’t know.

In fact, love is no right or wrong.

If find a lover, will be give up anything for him.

Anyway I will try my best to treat for you.

I will treasure you and you give me anything.

Let me lose belief in love.

I can’t wait, and not obtain, how can love?

What is love? Who will understand?

The love sometimes lost, and sometimes obtain,

Sometimes separation, and sometimes together.

When will an end to such love?

Belief is an important interpersonal behavior.

Although sometimes other people will be deceived and betrayed,

But the sincere friends will be there.

If don’t believe anyone, would have no friends.

I understand this principle.